rubbish in, rubbish out

in the midst of my spring-cleaning, i realised that i do have abit of a complusive-obsessive disorder. i need almost everything to be dust-free, as much as i can, considering my flat is by the main road and dust settles the moment you wipe it off. i hate fingerprints on my wardrobe mirrors, i feel the need to clean all the crooks and nannies in the room.

what's worse are the make-up items. girls, please clean out the old make-up items and wash all the sponges if you can't throw them out! i found old make-up items that have been sitting around for more than a year, i was so disgusted with myself. i'm not a diligent person when it comes to these things so when you really get down to doing it, let's do it good for once.

feels good throwing stuff away, make space for new revelations.

about 2 months into my new job and positively coping! seems like i'm always getting stressful work environments and very late nights but i'm staying positive. everyday is like fighting a new war so the soldier must brave on. the hospitality environment is very, very challenging so i'd just take each day as it comes! seeing big brands very day also kinda makes me feel a wee bit demoralised, i got no money! :( all my colleagues are clad in giogio armani, lv and chanel and the best i have is zara?! SO MOODY.

i just came back from a short trip to japan with my parents and i love japan! i must go back again soon, though it gets kinda expensive! but the supermarkets are amazing, like an enormous meidi-ya.

i must make it a point to take cabs less often and to lose weight! i'm getting fatter and fatter by the minute :(

meanwhile congrats to the new mummy carine, and hope to see your baby boy soon!

met up with the orchard girls for lunch, which was very worthwhile. although a short hour, it was reviving. by the way, minnies, your loud voice is comforting indeed, feels good to know you're nearby :) "min - heard first then seen." haha. and angel, the omnipresent one whose presence never fails to comfort too.

and we should do the bedroom thing again SOON with the other girls and finish the remainder!

tonight's gonna be a good, good night

everyday should be a good, good day
everyday is a good, good day!

goodness, overwhelm me.

i miss school. miss going to coffee joints early in the morning and hogging the seats till night to study. i even miss going to nus central library to do my neverending readings. can you believe it, for a person who hates exams, i miss studying. i miss writing my notes in all different shades of colours. i miss going to stationery stores to stock up on my collection. i miss using up every drop of ink in the highlighter and throwing the empty pens into the bins, pen after pen. i miss having the occasional afternoon beer at breko/hv while studying. i miss studying alone. i miss writing term papers. i miss doing research.

i'm so nostalgic i suck. i should look FORWARD, damnit.

have been hearing about wedding proposals of late. cliched as it may be, how's a giant billboard proposal down the ecp highway right in singapore?

i want to hold you when you've had a bad day. and please let me, i want to return the favour.

let's be each other's lighthouses in the stormy skies.

actually, at the end of the day, it doesn't matter how much time we have together or how we're spending time together. it just kinda very simply makes me happy just getting to see you. beneath the shields of armour, the simple girl in me can't help but smile when we meet. it beats everything else, even if just for a while, you make me feel better in this mad world.

and that is how simple love can be.