if not, life might just be a waste

a wish to see the wonders of the world, the majestic forms of the world, whether man-made or the works of nature, the giza pyramids, the european ruins, niagara falls, the stone henges, the petra site... everything i will not be to cover, but most i hope to see in real. the sights will be so overwhelming, i think i might be so overcomed with fear of the majestic, but that is a feeling that is non-replicable and can only be felt by oneself.

i wanna go egypt!

saw this off a friend's wall:

''Find that pursuit that will energize you, consume you, that will become an obsession. Each day, you must rise with a restless enthusiasm. If you don't, YOU ARE WORKING.''

and i so totally agree with that. oh my, i'm so not cut out for the corporate world. i hate capitalism because i have no choice but to succumb to it. why must my life be determined by the works of others in society? because we are social beings. how come words can plainly sum up my life. how come i have so many questions.

argh, damn it.

happy easter

in advance to all! ay to a shorter work week - have a good holiday!

a friend to brave the trials of daily life
a buddy to smile with you through the daily blunders
a partner in crime to share the adrenaline
a companion throughout!

the little pink girl with the big blues

it's the little things that add up
much to an overrated scale of a big thing
it's the simple little wants
that build up to a big complex equation
it's as easy as abc
it accumulates as you procrastinate
a theory of pessimism
that keeps you and me going

wonder girls

i want nobody nobody but YOU i want nobody nobody but YOU *clap clap*

to anyone of the blujazz girls (i.e. rach, byue, mabel, may, serene), we should do this again, with the thai girls! *clap clap*

i have been happier and more relaxed of late...because tomorrow marks my last day at my current job! today i sent out my first farewell email to my suppliers and clients with mixed feelings...but mostly happy!

off to greener pastures! risk-taking is sure no feat, but you're young only once, and only once!

happy shiny people

• went for short trip to KL with the bf weekend before last.


• took the train to kranji, hopped on train to larkin. had breakfast at larkin. hopped on coach to KL


• met up with mom and relatives


• went clubbing with cousin and bf


• slept at aunt's house that night


• next morning, took aunty's car to drive to KL from aunty's place in the suburbs


• re-emphasized fact that the bf is a living GPS, and a remarkable driver


• had a mini teeny weeny road trip, drove from suburbs to KL and around and back


• walked alot, had really black m'sian-style hokkien mee, had A&W, had Dunkin' Donuts, basically ATE alot


• walked almost all the malls around KLCC, just the 2 of us


• loved holidaying with bf, nothing to worry, nothing to fret, just walk & follow, eat & drink, carefree and easy


• tried to queue for tickets to Petronas Towers but tickets ran out


• got scolded by bf for still being uptight and hurried during vacation


• hogged the car until wee hours, felt a little ashamed that people at home had to stay up to open the gate for us


• threw a tantrum of some sorts the next day because it was raining, wet and dirty


• bf had to pacify me


• went back by coach on sunday night


• missed life. want to live life. will live life.