i want a boy
who would shove ice cream in my face
who would wrestle with me
who shows me off to his friends & family
who treats me with respect
who would call me at four in the morning,
just to tell me that he can't stop thinking about me
who sings to me, even if he can't
who could break my heart,
but would never even dream of it.

got this off someone's xanga site.

happy three treasures

- we slept for 3 hours in the afternoon.
- went queensway for to do some alterations.
- went tiongbahru for dinner. at 9pm.
- we ate and ate and ate. till we were bursting at the seams.

- we went to changi point to see the aeroplanes take off. it's a really long stretch of road, too bad we didn't stop somewhere to watch the planes properly. it's so nice, it's that place where you know those tv drama, they look at the plane in the sky and talking about their unrequited love who's going overseas for good and hope we meet again or something, you get the picture. Haha.

- we went changi beach (i think) to look at some more planes flying over our heads. it's very very 'romantic' and cooling, but there were alot of people. you can play the swings and relive your childhood! how nice!
- then we headed to one fullerton to walk the bridges, and the underpasses, to see the merlion( how tourist-y do i sound like). i wanted to soak my feet in the seawater but it was really high tide and the seats were too wet. you have no idea how impressed i am with the boyfriend for knowing which places to bring me. i felt like i was in some drama serial!

- we went to fort canning later, supposedly to find the 'military structures' but i found none. we wanted to explore the battle box but it's opened only during specified times. the place looked abit scary but plenty of fun! we walked downslope uphill everywhere. hot, warm, spider webs everywhere but happy.

- then i bugged my 车王 ( hee.) to bring me to the infamous 99 turns around kent ridge, but of course, everything in singapore is exaggerated. i tried counting (yes, i did, sort of.) but it didn't reach 99 at all, it somehow got lost at 13, 14? i even put on jay's song to have the initial'd drifting feel, but i think ken thought i was pure silly. Haha. we went up the 'pasir panjang battle site' only to find a pathetic tank up there. BUT GUESS WHAT. kent ridge park has a SUPER nice view up there, better than Mt. Faber! we wanted to get down, but there were quite a few people in the park, and the park was quite small. it's really a good place for a quiet date and a fantastic night scenery. i want to go there again!

we'd planned to go sentosa for a away-from-the-city date initially, but this turned out SO MUCH better! so if you want to do something different, visit all the parks in singapore, but make sure you've got enough petrol! :)

你的爱很像泡沫，太轻或太重，都不在手中。
我的爱就向天空，太放或太收，你都只是风。

-我会好好过，李玖哲

Gabrielle - Sunshine

Made a wish, I can dream
I can be what I want to be
Not afraid to live my life
And fulfil my fantasies
I learnt a lot of tricks to help me live my life
You helped me find my paradise
When you came I saw
Sunshine through my window
That's what you are
My shining star
Sunshine
Making me feel like I'm on top of the world
Telling me I'll go far

Reaching out, for the highs
You inspired me to try I felt the magic inside
And I felt that I could fly
I'm looking at the world in an optimistic light
You made me appreciate my life
'Cos when you came you were my

Sunshine through my window
That's what you are
My shining star
Sunshine
Making me feel like
I'm on top of the world
Telling me I'll go far
You are the calm
I am the storm
You are the breeze that carries me on
When I said a truth
You wink at me
You're there for me

haven't had so much fun for a long time

buttons in phuture make you go crazy. i almost couldn't believe it, i stayed almost the whole night at phuture, something i've never done before! i used to hate phuture 'cos it's so cramped and stuffy, but buttons in phuture make you feel happy. so there goes! i think i'm getting a teenyweenybit(just abit only) sick of mambo. and buttons in phuture make you feel happy. repeat.

addicted.

Slutface!

don't you ever learn?

i think i've internalised pessimism. you know when something awful happens, you use pessimism to justify everything, like 'no big deal, my life has always been like that.' pessimism serves as some kind of defence mechanism for my emotions, so that i'd feel less affected.

pessimism has become a comfort zone, may says.

someone just told me that i look like ''that kind of sunshine girl''.

Haaaaa.

all the kinds of wrong impressions, make you feel guilty that you're on a constant low-down, i feel like i sort of have to live up to something, i don't know what. i hate to affect people around me with my negative emotions, so i'll try be smiley and open and carefree, but i have to return to my 'comfort zone' ultimately. it gets tiring after a while. i'm sorry if i've affected anyone in feeling so awful, but all i want to do is to make all of you SMILE (:, bloody cliched this sounds, but true lah!

i like to make people happy, i mean who doesn't? go ahead, tell people they've got a nice outfit/hairstyle/bag/makeup today, make their day. so simple. hopefully it makes yours too.

:)

i want to be a sunshine girl.
:(
:)
:D

you're making me a bundle of nerves
just letting me wait for your calls
i try not to show
but each time the phone rings
i spring up only to fall harder
because always it's not you
every time it's never you

do you feel insignificant sometimes...?