finally completed all my assignments! so pleased i am going to take a break the whole of next week...when my baby is going to be on leave! i have such a temptation to skip wednesday and friday to give myself an unofficial one week break. gee-hee. but guess what, my sc tutor actually rescheduled the tutorial to be on a SATURDAY. whoopee. i'll see what i can do abt it. :(

be thankful for what i have, not lament about what i don't.
1. a mom who loves me very, very much!
2. a boyfriend who loves me more than anything else! (i have proof)
3. girlfriends who are always there for me.
4. the gang!
5. enough money to spend
6. good computer guru friend who can fix your computer. haha. i know you are reading.
7. holidays every year

erm. this is quite a short list, but i AM contented. you should be too, make a list and feel happy! you know your loved ones are the most important to you, and yes, my loved ones include my good friends!

why is it that something's missing in the doorway
while i let the cd spin
it's spinning awake all the forgotten memories
such a soft sadness lingers
i didn't mean to cause any trouble
they don't understand
i hide the truth in my eyes
where's the me i used to be

my resolutions for i-dunno-what:

1. to be more magnanimous and have a bigger heart.
2. stop hating people (well...besides my dad...)
3. not be so petty and narrow-minded (no point comparing myself with others since i am a already born loser)
4. stop scolding my mom for no reason
5. end my for-no-reason tantrums and grumbling (ken and my mom should be hands-up for this)
6. take things more slowly
7. love more, love more, love more.
8. learn to take care of myself
9. KEEP IN MIND THE ABOVE.
10. LIVE MY LIFE FOR MYSELF AND LOVED ONES AND NO ONE ELSE.

i think i won't be able to accomplish all of these any time soon, but i'll really really try.

funny how my weekends are becoming routine, yet i still love them.

it's genuine when i tell you i feel sad
it's correct when i tell you life sucks
it's true when i tell you i am tired
it's me when i tell you i love you.

love is not feeling the pain when he gets hurt, but holding his hand whilst trying to stop the bleeding.

yangyang had an ear infection for the past 5 days. actually, his ear came off a little, sort of out of place, then we were so worried, thinking if we can sew it back. then we sent him to the hospital for surgery, where ken's mom used grey thread to fix his ear. yangyang is now as good as new! although i wish he would go for a bath, but he is quite against it.

kenneth, i am so happy to see you today! and no, i am not bored, not tired, not sick of this relationship, in fact, i wish for many more years! you make me smile. (:

by the way, i think name-dropping is an act of insecurity. i'm sorry you need to assert your identity by such.

i feel like playing board games again!

i am so freaking tired. and i forgot to mention, i failed my jap test, as expected. and i haven't gotten back my other papers. i can only pray that i can pass my other modules to offset the bad grade in japanese. i am so damn slogged, and i have another 2000 words to go. how do i go on? i have to catch some sleep. i am falling sick, very tired, having a bad throat, splitting headache, what is this? dengU fever? or Umonia?

with each day complete,
we paint more pages to our memory,
we brush more strokes to our picture,
and when we grow old,
we'll hang our painting up on the wall,
a priceless masterpiece.

you're priceless, we're our masterpiece. thank you for a wonderful 2 years...and counting!