ken confirmed an alarming piece of news with me yesterday - he is going to brunei for 2 weeks! i am going to miss him soooooo much! i am going to be super lonely and upset and what's more, i'll be starting school and i am sure i will be in a state of anxiety and loss and my only solace will not be on the same soil with me! what am i going to do...

on a happier note,

happy 19th birthday to rachel! :)

with lots of love and see you later!

with the ongoing bidding system right now, i will like to take note that there is no such word as 'out-bidded' or 'bidded'. and i actually received an email saying that i was not allocated my module because i was 'out-bidded' (sic). whoever is in charge of the emails sent out should correct the error promptly. and this reminds me of another typo on the nus matriculation form which rachel pointed out to me. the word 'identity' was spelt 'indentity'. they really should do things more carefully.

i love to wake up, turn around and see you beside me. your company counts most because i can't quite figure life without you. you make my life much simpler because all i have to do is just, love you.

and while i'm at it, my mom is the most important person in my life, and she still isn't home, i suddenly just miss her so much. mommy, i love you.

for each night a stained pillow
for each night a muffled cry
for everyday a heavy heart
for years sorrow and one never part.

when my father dies i will have little remorse left. i am typing this while he is beside me. i have never seen a bigger bastard.

bloody hell.

despite the stressful moments, i managed to relax for a little bit :)

i thought the foot soak was a little too warm for my liking though.

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Modules that are not successfully allocated in this bidding round
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Module Code : SW1101E
Module Title: INTRODUCTION TO SOCIAL WORK
Reason : Out-bidded

great.

o-week was a big yawn. why does every prientation have to be the same as others. no refreshing items. it is not easy planning a camp (i personally know that extremely well, i have seen management committees sob their eyes out) but i just like being bitchy and evil. i should have just missed today's programmes. and a big thank-you to nus cors system. YAY. i don't know what am i going to do if i don't get my modules. WHAT. TO. DO?

i can't wait to see my baby again. i miss him dearly.
and only you make me feel so good all over again, sweetie.