as pleased as punch. 

i can't believe i scratched myself with my nails. (yes i look, sound and act like a bitch, oh no, i mean a dog) i was trying to get out of my cross-legged position and in an attempt to avoid hitting the speakers under the table, i scratched my other leg. the nails are so long that the uppermost skin is torn. actually i can't see how long they are 'cos they are painted. you know what i mean? not very painful but maybe it's my depressive and morbid alter ego trying to self-abuse. hahahahaha. maybe my evil twin should just pull out the nails and swallow them. i wonder how thefaceshop pink nail polish tastes like. and i wonder why sometimes i love and hate myself.
tsk tsk.

'that's what friends are for' is playing on angel's blog. the song gives me goosebumps and makes me feel like crying. so nostalgic. feel like going kbox but am really broke. haha. i want to go overseas during july and ought to save up now. i swear that if we're going, i'm going to survive on bread and water and use up every single cent in hongkong! just the thought of hk can give me an orgasm! oh my gosh, i absolutely absolutely love travelling! especially for shopping. hahahahahahahaha. i really really hope our plans will NOT fall through. actually, i'm more excited about travelling with ken, that's my biggest wish now (apart from my childhood dream of becoming rich and famous). but i got this feeling things will not go as smoothly...:( that's why i hate planning ahead because there is plenty of room for disappointment. i actually dreamt of taipei 3 times after i returned from my trip. i am such a shopping-addict! of course, only overseas...i want to go bangkok too but i'd rather go with my mom 'cos i'll feel safer with her. haha. ah-yee says she'll be going aussie end of this year and she wants mom and i to come along! can u imagine if i go hk during july, then aussie eoy, i would have travelled 4 times in a year! gosh, time of my life.

since everyone has a wishlist now...

lynnette's wish list
1. travel with ken
2. travel
3. travel
4. to go a total of 4 places this year (hk, taipei, kl, aussie)
5. travel
6. to travel at least 6 times this year (hk, tp, hk, kl, aussie)
7. travel some more
8. travel some more
i only have 8 items on my list.

oh. i was day-dreaming. =(

weekend whizzed by. busy bringing my ah-yees and granny around. regretted not taking pictures with them. when they come, i always get new clothes. haha. madagascar was quite funny but only alright. monster-in-law today was also just only alright. i realise i have crystal jade almost every week. ajisen and crystal jade i must be a noodle-lover. haha. i am just a carbo-sucker. i really want to travel with ken, in fact i am quite dying to do so, but i think chances are quite slim. maybe we'll just end up bbq-ing in some chalet. i think i'm going to stay home from tomorrow onwards, or stay home more because my parents are rather displeased at the fact that i've been staying out late recently. the whole of last week i only returned home after twelve and i guess my parents are not happy. my mom actually asked me where i was going and who was i out with today. she hardly ever questions so i guess i might have been abit too much of late. but then i try to justify myself 'cos i had to accompany my relatives and of course i met up with ken at night. i am really quite a cinderella and i'm not enjoying such 'royalty' status. sometimes i wished i lived alone (or with him! :), but minus the washing, cleaning and chores.

each time i go through an emotional period, the first person i think of is you. i actually can seek solace in you, you give me the most reassuring hug, the most comforting smile. if i cry in your arms, it's because i'm relieved that you're by my side once again. you always let me cry it all out, and never question why. you don't know how thankful i am for you.

and you always ask me why i fell in love with you. each time i see you, i fall in love with you again. you said i'm everything that matters to you. but you're the only one who matters to me.

:)

and i miss the girls. i miss the letter-writing days alot.

:(

in may's words:

hail to booze!

she is so cute sometimes. hahahaha.

lao shu ai da mi is playing on radio now. while i mentioned i didn't quite like the song, i do now. haha. the lyrics are pretty sweet. like innocent love. and i really adore kenneth. yesterday we were sitting outside the control station, in front of the macdonalds kiosk, having mochi icecream. we were just choosing and picking what flavour how many to eat then the macdonalds aunty kim lian asked what was that. haha. we explained to her it's like dumpling ice cream and even offered her. but she declined saying she will get it from ntuc after work. haha.


all for you ken, just all for you. :)

fuming mad at saf's ways of handling things. extremely inefficient and brainless. the boy got 2 days medical leave from his gp because he suddenly came down with hives. and mind you, hives can be life-threatening. and the first officer told him he can stay home and return 2 days later. then at night (it was like 9 or 10) his other officer told him to go back straight away to endorse his mc. then the next morning he had to queue to see saf's doctor at the medical centre. excuse me, you're damn ill and you still have to go back camp to bloody endorse the mc and queue to see saf's doctor also? is the local private doctor not as reliable as the army's? THE OVERALL IC ONLY SEES THE SAF MC AS VALID. WHAT RUBBISH IS THIS?! is the gp's mc any less genuine? he got 2 days mc from his doctor and he still has to man the office because the saf only recognises the saf mc?! whatever happened to the men's rights? on top of their ineffective methods, why do they make sick people go through so many procedures when sick people are supposed to rest? what are mcs for anyway? they make the patient travel up and down, make them see the medic again, give a different set of medication (now what are they supposed to do with 2 types of medication), demand that the men carry out light duties (he is on medical leave excuse me!) just because the gp's mc is not recognised by the saf! this is the most ridiculous thing i've ever heard. i am extremely annoyed with the lack of productivity in this useless system. why do they still make ill men do so many time-wasting things when their bodies are already not in top condition? why did the saf doctor give calamine lotion for hives, for goodness' sake! it is HIVES not chicken pox! i have now and then suffered from hives, i am an expert on this and i know my doctors have never given me calamine lotion! do they deprive the men of their rights by not acknowledging their medical certificates? how is this group of incompetent and amateurish officers going to protect the country? what is the saf thinking now? they may be in tip-top physical condition to defend the place but definitely lack the emotional strength to WANT to protect the people. a lack of willingness results when inefficient systems are in place. maybe i am generalising because of just the few people, but i am extremely hot under the collar now!

WHAT IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE?