birthday pictures are up:
http://www.imagestation.com/album/index.html?id=2127496143
i had an extremely good day.
in such a long time.
old friends are the best friends.
:)))))
wheeee.

birthday fun - these girls always know how to have a good time. 7 years and counting i love all of you sooooooo much. (: 

that's yangyang's 'birthday suit' for you. i made the outfit and guess what's his fave colour? haha. nice legs in the background and ken thinks his suit is abit over the top. but. haha. sorry we missed out the pandan kaya cake. poor thing. 

to all the birthday people today...

happy 19th, rueyhwan!
i love you. can't wait to see you.

happy 1st birthday, yangyang!
be a good boy now!

it has been ages since i woke up at 645am. haha. i had this terrible tummyache and couldn't fall back to sleep. i felt hungry and cooked myself some campbell's. wasn't quite yummy because ms. fantastic cook added a tad too much water. for many nights, i haven't been able to fall asleep. there isn't anything quite bothering me, i wouldn't want either. it's just that everyone's asleep and i'm still numb in bed from thinking why the hell i can't sleep. i wonder what has life got in store for me. i am not someone who will strive for something (apart from loverboys) because in the first place, i never set any goals. and i don't have any. well, if you count dreaming of marrying a rich man and being a tai-tai all day long a goal, then that's my ultimate goal. serious. i'm not joking. i really don't want to work if i don't have to, but i don't mind having a shop, just sitting around. i don't have any drive in me. and i really want to just hold hands with my mom every weekend going shopping, then return home to my boyfriend and dog. actually, i know my dad will be so against this i think, i can't wait to co-habit with my future boyfriend(s). i hate to work for someone else. i like children alot but i won't hesitate to throw my kid away if he or she makes too much noise. i told mom this and she said i was crazy, how can i do that. i can. i hate noisy kids. they make too much noise for their own good. irritating kids should have muzzles.

knowing glances
meeting eyes
fleeting thoughts and lingering stares
spend waking moments thinking of you
only to invite your ignorance

this place is too small for any excitement.
so easy to get jaded with this country because there are so few things to see, buy and feel.
nothing worth a second look, nothing exciting, nothing worth the money, basically nothing.
singapore is DULL.
no wonder people are flying away to more interesting places.
tee-hee.

when uneasiness fills the night
those are secrets we fight throughout the ride
i can't look you in the eye
for you'll just see through the lie
when i go around searching
you turn your back on me
so simply.

you realise you stop playing games at some point, because no one wants to befriend you anymore. you realise you stop running at some point, because there's nothing to look forward to anymore. you realise you stop thinking at some point, because no one bothers anymore.

during...and of course, there is no after photo because we basically finished the plates and forks as well (well, almost). 

before. just looking makes me want to eat again!