Monday, February 28, 2005

i do not like guys with curly, wavy or whatever you call them hair.
but i love adam sandler, never mind your comments, because i find him so charming.
of course, brad is a god-send.
and i think
JUDE LAW is simply irresistable.
that englishman drives me crazy.
closer is a rather refreshing movie but alfie rocks.
well, different, but jude law was driving me crazy all the time. i hate natalie portman because i believe all the men in the world love her. i hate her.
his accent is a major turn-on.
i do not like guys with curly, wavy or whatever you call them hair.
but i love adam sandler, never mind your comments, because i find him so charming.
of course, brad is a god-send.
and i think
JUDE LAW is simply irresistable.
that englishman drives me crazy.
closer is a rather refreshing movie but alfie rocks.
well, different, but jude law was driving me crazy all the time. i hate natalie portman because i believe all the men in the world love her. i hate her.
his accent is a major turn-on.

Saturday, February 26, 2005

yesterday the moon was so round, dusty orange in colour.
i thought it looked like a spoilt mooncake.
hello moon.
see this striking resemblance between mine and hers.
why does she always perpetually have to do this?!
i can't help it. am i too sensitive?
i wish jolly was here to bitch with me.
carine, i'm starting to miss jolly much!
can you stop your zapping skills?!
i am up early in the morning because i don't have to work anymore!
so much irony. and i can't believe it's raining. i hate to go out on rainy days!
i can't wait to meet ken in like, 6 hours' time?
i feel rather happy. tired but i can't wait to start the day.
by coming online.
?!

Thursday, February 24, 2005

i don't know what's wrong but i getting these mood swings.
sudden bouts of low-downs to rock bottom then i'm jumpy and crazy again.
then i feel the need to take pills for sinuses, for bloatiness (?!), for cramps, for everything else.
i down water like i'm in a desert.
suddenly in the bus home today, i suddenly felt like crying after tvmobile aired the citigems advert. suddenly i miss my girlfriends so much i feel like a loser, i see a couple ahead of me, i feel lonely and lost, then i missed my brother so much i thought i'll meet him now. the next moment i stuff myself with jam, chocolate, jelly and mushroom soup. i had all these for dinner. i keep thinking maybe the car around the turn may just suddenly speed and i'll be dead. because there was a fatal accident before. just on that road.
i am so fucking paranoid.
i am so highly-strung.
i just want. somebody around.
feeling so bloody bloated these days i feel obese.
to save time have been eating fast food the entire week during lunch.
i am seriously getting enormously heavier
blame it on the bad weather or my period.
whatever is the colour of fat, i'm that colour.
or maybe, it's just me. :(
i had a satisfying pedicure at good earth nail spa today. except that i didn't quite like the green leaves of the yellow flower. i want to bring mommy there.