i don't know. i feel very scared now.
everything a screw up. i wish i had done better.
i feel so scared.

the longer you'll be away, the happier i'll be. at least it's time for me to have my own fun.
finally.

sometimes, i wish you were the one. but it's just so impossible.

new shoes, clothes, bags, hair, face, body, phone, nails, teeth, specs, makeup,
i want them all!

such a chore. i hate studying.

i am very sure being a big fat whore will be a hundred times better than sitting for the a levels.

well, we are going out on thursday, friday, saturday, everyday!
i can't fucking wait. for the chalet too!
swimming, swimming, swimming.
got to get a new swimsuit though.

econs was ANOTHER big flop.
this is screwing me. i feel like an ass.
what the fuck.

shutter was a cut above all the horror movies i've watched in a long time.
except that there was this stupid guy behind who couldn't stop making useless comments. he was really pathetic. i had quite a good time screaming, of course, good time making carine more afraid with my shrill voice. haha. i wish i had someone to hug though.

another 4 papers (!!!) and another 5 days.
the euphoria is indescribable.
i simply cannot wait.
in any case, i miss you. i wish i could be by your side.
i wouldn't want to work during holidays.
but i don't have the cheek to constantly ask mama and papa for money to spend.
i really don't want to work.

the papers have been very depressing. i can only pray now.