Sunday, October 31, 2004

You are Lili St. Cyr!
You're Lili St. Cyr!

What Classic Pin-Up Are You?
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the exams are like only 3 days away and i have a fever!!!
my whole body aches from hair to sole. if this continues i am going to flunk my papers.
i wanted to visit the doctor but it was closed. like how coincidental is that? and i was too lethargic to search for any more, although clementi has plenty of clinics. and now the medicine over-the-counter is making me drowsy again. get well soon.
Lynnette has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

Lynnette is selective when picking friends. She does not trust everyone. She has a select group of people that are truly close to her, usually two or three. She is careful when choosing her inner circle of friends.

Lynnette has a temper. She uses this as a defense mechanism when she doesn't understand how to handle a situation. Temper is a hostile trait used to protect the ego. Temper can be a negative personality trait in the eyes of those around her.

Lynnette is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Lynnette is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Lynnette basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

In reference to Lynnette's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Lynnette slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project. She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Lynnette can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Lynnette will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

Lynnette will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Lynnette believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.

Lynnette uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone. The circumstances when Lynnette does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise. Lynnette will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally. Lynnette is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Lynnette doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

accuracy: 85% woohoo.
try this at: http://www.handwritingwizard.com/complete.phtml
happy halloween.

Saturday, October 30, 2004

是不是注定就是这样?
解释不了的事情就用注定这个词
我把快乐丢了
一切的一切都离我很远了
泪水很不争气的流下来
不象我了
几天来一直都是这样的 重复
我很不喜欢现在的这个样子 厌恶
无数无数的误会
象夜空里的星星 数不清
现在没有一个人可以陪我 一个人都没有
为什么这样的时候 都是我一个人
my parents talk loudly. so do i.
i tend to scream and shout.

grumpy girl.

Friday, October 29, 2004

tell me if i'm sensitive to think that plagiarism is going on here. not plagiarised as in wholesale, but somehow the contents seem somewhat similar. i am very picky. i spent my entire day in town. i woke up like very early to accompany my mom to renew her passport and after she left for her office i went to bugis for some shoe shopping. met ken at lips and we wasted our time doing nothing. more accurately, i wasted my time on being grumpy and moody while he was at his econs. i was like so ignored. i hate being ignored. i waited for him for 3 hours before he finished his tuition. alone at tcc. it was darn cold but i managed to finish 3 magazines. i have an extremely lengthy shopping list to check off after the exams. so exciting. well, ken made it up to me by coming over. we ended up watching the champion with me. at least i wasn't alone at home. there is this funny smell in my dad's room and i suspect the culprits are the dirty tees in the laundry basket. tsk tsk.
i have been taking the mrt of late. i have always preferred taking the bus, and i still do. but taking the mrt has its joys too. i like to look at people on the mrt. it's more obvious than on buses. i like shoes. i like clothes. and i like people's facial expressions. today, the carriage was rather empty. and i was sitting opposite this girl, probably twenty-odd. and we were both observing each other, like discreetly. haha. we couldn't help it, i don't know if it's female instinct to check out your species. it wasn't like critical observing but we were just being observant. i like to guess which station the person is alighting at and half the time i'm wrong. haha. there was another commuter today which almost pissed me off. she was talking in her ah-lianish english on her handphone and it was extremely irritating. almost everyone was staring daggers at her and she remained oblivious. speaking of that, you know sometimes people just stare at you throughout your journey? and you try your darnest best not to care? there was this indian man who kept looking at me i don't know why. and in due course i lost my composure and returned his stare. he stopped. it is amusing to see how kids entertain themselves on the train. with climbing up and down, swinging from bar to bar and runnning from the orange colour carriage to the blue one. it is alot of fun.

because i take the train alone.