had a fun, fun sleepover. =) we played bridge over and over again. i'm sure there were at least 30 games of bridge! haha. and of course, bluff and board games. we wanted to have supper so we walked all the way from my place to block 257. but the 24-hour hour coffeeshop only had 3 shops open. how ironic. then we walked to almond avenue playground. sat on swings and watched the stars. i didn't even sleep a wink. but i was pretty energetic, i say. except that i slept during harry potter yesterday. heh. i caught the first 15mins and the last 40 mins. i couldn't last. i don't know how to rate the movie. but considering that i fell asleep after about 15 mins, not that fantastic eh? i love my friends. all of you. my boyfriend rocks, too. :)

holding back the tears just to take another step
taking back the words just to show my guilt
how many times have we struggled
how many times have we tried walking forward
is it really the last time we'd leave each other
is it really the last time we'd ever fight
how many times have i held the tears back
just to tell myself i don't care

heard a nice song on radio. just thought i'd translate it. well, as best as i can.

i had a marvellous day with xueting at the pool! like old times. so happy! i hope i got a tan. can't wait for the sleepover on friday. hope it will not be cancelled. funny feeling. haha. want to go swimming again! thanks ken's mommy for the new hair stuff. makes my scalp tingle. nice. i think my mood swings terribly. and i can't stay mad for very long, albeit i might want to. haha.
whee.

thanks for all the tags. you all make my day, sweeties. =)

YOU always make me feel WORTHLESS.
as if my self-esteem isn't low enough.
i am a wretched woman, who has no place anywhere but hell, only worthy of expletives from you and nothing but demoralising remarks. i feel ashamed. oh, thank you!
FUCK IT.
and this isn't enough.

everyone is a story-teller.
a successful one if another doesn't discover the loopholes.
otherwise, the story-tellers are dismissed as attention-seekers.
do not keep in mind that there will always be an audience to enjoy your puppet shows.
for people seek truth in drama too.
without that bit of realism, it's hard to imagine.
so, please, give it some slack for a while.
not everyone has to watch nor listen.
not everyone belongs to you.
no, not me. i don't belong to you.
neither do you belong to me.
in the first place, what were we to begin with?
this may be a mirror, and here i am stabbing back at myself.
but if this helps others, let it.
i hope it does.

A man and his wife were having an argument about who should brew the coffee each morning.

The wife said, "You should do it, because you get up first, and then we don't have to wait as long to get our coffee."

The husband said, "You are in charge of cooking around here and you should do it, because that is your job, and I can just wait for my coffee."

Wife replies, "No, you should do it, and besides, it is in the Bible that the man should brew coffee."

Husband replies, "I can't believe that, show me."

So she fetched the Bible, and opened the New Testament and showed him at the top of several pages, and indeed it
says...."HEBREWS".

hahahaha. hahahaha.

--- my boyfriend's a soccer freak
and i'm bored sick.
he likes to sleep
but i try always to make him read.
sometimes he can be a creep
but most he's a good keep! ---

see what i mean by bored.

i can take all the madness the world has to give
but i can't last a day without you.

really. i'm seriously dependent. i think it's wrong but i cannot help it. there will be a time when i will stand alone, as any other being will be too. dependency is a bane. haha. i want to buy shorts.