happy birthday, mummy! i had a great day with mummy at fish & co. i haven't been there for months. mummy, i love you so much! thanks for being my mummy. =)

i want to build waffle houses for us to live in, complete with maple syrup! i have a pet grey sheep living with us too, and it's called yangyang. i have a pet dog as company too, you can call it pepper. and maybe i'll consider having a pet cow, and we'll name it udder. when we're hungry, udder can provide milk, but kenneth doesn't take milk so he'll just have waffles for food. when we're cold, yangyang can provide his fleece for warmth and pepper shall do errands for us! all of us will cuddle and huddle together! mmm!

-bring me into this reverie.

watch 50 first dates. it's hilarious. i haven't attended the film fest and i doubt i'd get a chance to. argh.

i got 49 for economics. i am pissed. i feel like a total failure. i feel sick. adding on are the bare passes of literature and geography. i AM a failure. crash it.

Pre-existence
by Frances Cornford

I laid me down upon the shore
And dreamed a little space;
I heard the great waves break and roar;
The sun was on my face.

My idle hands and fingers brown
Played with the pebbles grey;
The waves came up, the waves went down,
Both thundering and gay.

The pebbles, they were smooth and round
And warm upon my hands,
Like little people I had found
Sitting among the sands.

The grains of sand so shining-small
Soft through my fingers ran;
The sun shone down upon it all,
And so my dream began:

How all of this had been before:
How ages far away
I lay on some forgotten shore
As here I lie today.

The waves came shining up the sands,
As here today they shine;
And in my pre-Pelasgian hands
The sand was warm and fine.

I have forgotten whence I came,
Or what my home might be,
Or by what strange and savage name
I called that thundering sea.

I only know the sun shone down
As still it shines today,
And in my fingers long and brown
The little pebbles lay.

jjc - 35
nyjc - 3
glee. glee. filled with glory and glee! it shouldn't be quite an exciting match, 'cos from the start, we knew who the winner would be already. =)

i am cutting my nails now. i hate tests. fuck. i will not sleep tonight, perhaps hope i can die before tomorrow comes.

kenneth, tomorrow will be your first match for the season. though you may not read this, i'm wishing you good luck here. all the trainings, bruises, scars shall not go wasted here. you've worked hard and i know you guys can beat ny tomorrow and subsequently, all the other matches. i will try and attend as many matches as i can, ken. i hope you feel my moral support because i'm really there for you. take care and do your best. looking forward to your smiles after each match. =) cheers.

-i believe in you. i believe in you. i believe in you. believe in yourself.
impossible is nothing.