songs just convey what one has to say. so much. so much.

From the album "Bone Against Steel"
38 Special - The Sound Of Your Voice

Knock down the doors and break thru the walls
Tear out the phone run from it all
I'm here to tell ya dude
It's been one of those days
I get a feelin' when I'm feelin' like this
My heart's a target you never miss
You got a way of puttin' everything in its place
Takin' your time
It's all that you're sayin' just how you say it
A serious game you start to playin'
You never cease to amaze me.
It's your voice I hear drivin' me wild
Whispering in my ear
It's your voice I hear dangerous child
You're sayin' what I wanna hear
If I had my choice I'd run for cover
But I think It'll be OK
'Cause all I needed to hear
Was the sound of your voice
Curl your words up into the air run your poetry thru my hair
Call me that name you call me when there's no one around
Take your time take all your precious time
It's all that ya sayin' just how you say it
Serious game you start to playin' you never fail to amaze.
I can tell ya that I miss the sound of your voice already
Bye baby bye bye
It doesn't matter where I go
It's your voice I hear
If I had my choice I'd run for cover
But I think I'll be OK
I can't say I'm going crazy
But you make a pretty good chase
And you never fail to amaze
It's your voice I hear drivin' me wild
Whispering in my ear
It's your voice I hear dangerous child
You're sayin' what I wanna hear
It's your voice I hear drivin' me wild
Whispering in my ear
It's your voice I hear dangerous child
You're sayin' what I wanna hear
It's your voice It's your voice
It's your voice

From the album "Lonely Grill"
Lonestar - Smile

I still remember the night we met
You said you loved my smile
But your love was like a summer breeze
Oh it lasted for a while
I could hold on a little tighter I know
But when you love someone you gotta let 'em go so
I'm gonna smile 'cause I want to make you happy
Laugh so you can't see me cry
I'm gonna let you go in stlye
And even if it kills me
I'm gonna smile
Kiss me once for the good times baby
Kiss me twice for goodbye
You can't help what you don't feel
And it dosen't matter why
Give me a chance to bow out gracefully
Because that's how I want you to remember me
I'm gonna smile, 'cause I want to make you happy
Laugh, so you can't see me cry
I'm gonna let you go in style
And even if it kills me
I'm gonna smile
I'm gonna smile so you can find the courage
Laugh, so you won't see me hurtin'
I'm gonna let you go in style
And even if it kills me
I'm gonna smile

i'm not studying for my geo test tomorrow. gosh. i'm going to flunk it terribly. i need to be focused. but i'm so tired. so slack. so slack. argh. so so so lazy. help. argh!

From the album "What My Heart Want To Say"
Gareth Gates - Too Serious Too Soon

I wonder where you where
I wonder what your thinking about tonight
I wonder
Maybe your alone
Maybe you've been crying just like me
I wonder I don't know why I lost your touch
Maybe I wanted to be loved too much
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
It's been a rainy afternoon
Now I'm Staring at the moon
Thinking we got too serious, too soon
I told you every day
I told you every night in every way
I love you
Maybe you got scared
Maybe I have nothing else to say
But I love you
So baby now my life's a mess
Cause I'm cos I couldn't love you any less
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
It's been a rainy afternoon
Now I'm Staring at the moon
Thinking we got too serious, too soon
Too soon
It's not right
It's not fair
It's in you baby cuts like a knife
what if you were the love of my life
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
we got too serious to soon
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
too serious too soon
I wanted you too love me
It's been a rainy afternoon
Now I'm Staring at the moon
Thinking we got too serious, too soon

From the album 'Solace'
Lost - Sarah Mclachlan

By the shadows of the night I go
I move away from the crowded room
That sea of shallow faces masked in warm regret
They don't know how to feel they don't know what is lost
Lost in the darkness of a land
Where all the hope thats offered is
Memories of being taken by the hand
And we are led into the sun
But I don't have a hold on what is real
Though we can only dry
What is there to give or to believe
I want it all to go away I want to be alone
Sympathys wasted on my hollow shell
I feel there is nothing left to fight for
No reason for a cause
And I can't hear your voice and I can't feel you near
I wanted a change knowing all I could do was try
I was looking for someone...

all these pretense is killing me. behind the smiles and laughter lies a lifeless soul. i can't carry on the act anymore. feeling so lost, in the complicated world. complexity of every single simple thing makes me want to break down and cry. the mood swings come and go, i feel like i don't know myself anymore. like ever i knew myself. acting is not forever, i need to live. a reel life? life's an act, all in all. sigh.

a joke. such a joke. where did we get to here, anyway? but things like such make life more interesting. maybe the show can go on, but still, it takes two to clap. oh, well. why am i trying so hard, anyway? i'm not even involved, making myself busy for nothing. well, well.