the little pink girl with the big blues

it's the little things that add up
much to an overrated scale of a big thing
it's the simple little wants
that build up to a big complex equation
it's as easy as abc
it accumulates as you procrastinate
a theory of pessimism
that keeps you and me going

wonder girls

i want nobody nobody but YOU i want nobody nobody but YOU *clap clap*

to anyone of the blujazz girls (i.e. rach, byue, mabel, may, serene), we should do this again, with the thai girls! *clap clap*

i have been happier and more relaxed of late...because tomorrow marks my last day at my current job! today i sent out my first farewell email to my suppliers and clients with mixed feelings...but mostly happy!

off to greener pastures! risk-taking is sure no feat, but you're young only once, and only once!

happy shiny people

• went for short trip to KL with the bf weekend before last.


• took the train to kranji, hopped on train to larkin. had breakfast at larkin. hopped on coach to KL


• met up with mom and relatives


• went clubbing with cousin and bf


• slept at aunt's house that night


• next morning, took aunty's car to drive to KL from aunty's place in the suburbs


• re-emphasized fact that the bf is a living GPS, and a remarkable driver


• had a mini teeny weeny road trip, drove from suburbs to KL and around and back


• walked alot, had really black m'sian-style hokkien mee, had A&W, had Dunkin' Donuts, basically ATE alot


• walked almost all the malls around KLCC, just the 2 of us


• loved holidaying with bf, nothing to worry, nothing to fret, just walk & follow, eat & drink, carefree and easy


• tried to queue for tickets to Petronas Towers but tickets ran out


• got scolded by bf for still being uptight and hurried during vacation


• hogged the car until wee hours, felt a little ashamed that people at home had to stay up to open the gate for us


• threw a tantrum of some sorts the next day because it was raining, wet and dirty


• bf had to pacify me


• went back by coach on sunday night


• missed life. want to live life. will live life.
  

NEWSFLASH!

i have tendered my resignation! YESSSSSSSS! had a long talk with my asst director, then a brief talk with my MD. after a few days i tendered, the subject was avoided, i didnt want to be too insistent as well...then yesterday my MD finally agreed. he told my colleague 'no choice, if she really wants to leave...' i told him to 'keep the doors open for me' and he was pretty surprised...

i feel very liberated. albeit a little sad, since the people here are pretty nice to me. suddenly felt a rush of emotions when one of my colleagues hugged me today...going to miss the times when we hang out. still have to serve notice till the end of march, though.

right now, career-wise things are still pending, but there goes. i'm going to be a risk-taker, maybe not so wise in these bleak economic times...but i'm not going to have any regrets! i'm young now and young only once!

again: so liberated! :)

2009's goal:

to reach my first $10k by this oct. i am determined to achieve my first goal within the first year of my working life.

in the meantime, i will continue my job hunt...be it actively or not...

a big thank you to aikwee who helped me with the bak-kwa buying! very very grateful!

a happy chinese new year to all in advance! :)

anyone who wants to go for a drink, please call me, i'm so craving for DRINKS!

cny help

anyone going down to lim chee guan to queue for bak kwa? can i "ride" on your trip down, need to order a few hundreds grammes of bak kwa to give SO's family and of course for my own consumption...please sms me if there're any helpful souls!

i should be going down smiling orchid to order as well, if anyone wants to order, perhaps i can help! but collection is another matter...:)

otherwise, is anyone intending to go down to lcg, i'll go with you, don't want to brace those queues alone...:)

many thanks in advance! the kiasu-ness will pay off, cny comes in less than 25 days, must order now!