YOU YOU YOU AND YOU!

carine
maybelline
rachel
samuel

i LOVE all of you.

list of reasons:

1. they are them.
2. they are MY friends.
3. they are THE Gang.
4. they are THE best.
5. they gave me a stila voucher for my birthday.
6. they rock.
7. they made me a cd for my birthday.
7a. i watched it just now.
7b. and i'm still bawling my eyes out.
7c. i miss our times together.
7d. i'm still sniffing.
8. they are out of this world.
9. they are them BUT i still love them (haha!)
10. i don't want to bore readers with my mushy stuff thats why i'm stopping at 10, but trust me, BE JEALOUS 'cos you haven't got them!

summary: next time we can all make CDs for birthdays and save on the pressies! HAHA. so that we can have more petrol money for supper! love you guys to bits. :)

see what my tutee's sister drew. message: xinyi, xintze and lynn riding on a fish.

kids. so lovable. :)

by the way, today my tutee ask me what is 'f-u-c-k'. i said 'bad word'.

kids these days. where the hell do they get exposed to such 'vice' at 7 years old. tsk tsk.

such a nice song

where'd you go - fort minor

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone

She said somedays I feel like shit
Somedays I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit
I don't understand why you have to always be gone
I get along but your trips always feel so long
And I find myself trying to stay by the phone
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone
But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call
And when I pick up I don't have much to say, so

I want you to know its a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debatin
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home
You know, the place where you used to live
Used to barbeque with burgers and ribs
Used to have a little party every halloween
with candy by the pile but now
you only stop by every once in a while
Shit
I find myself just filling my time
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind
I'm doing fine and I'm plannin' to keep it that way
You can call me if you find that you have something to say
And I'll tell you

I want you to know its a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home

I want you to know its a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, no longer debatin'
Tired of sittin and hatin' and making these excuses
For why you're not around, and feeling sorta useless
It seems that one thing has been true all along
You don't really know what you've got till its gone
I guess I've had it with you and your career
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone

Please Come back home

she thought she had it all
under her control
but he started being so nice
that he became special
and before you know it
he was tugging at her strings
like a puppet in sync
next he laughed off her affection
while she walked in his direction
now you know,
in this place today
people don't mean what they say.
people don't mean what they say.

funny how she knows it's all crap
that nothing's going to come out of it
that it's all bullshit
and she still falls for it.

unfaithful - rihanna

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
'cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rollin' in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dyin'

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...a murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doin' my hair
Preparing for another day
A kiss upon my cheek
he's here reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hangin' with the girls
A lie I DID'NT have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

'Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dyin'

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...a murderer

Our love ... his trust
I might as well take a gun
And put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this...anymore

Oooohhh...anymore

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...a murderer

nice. nice. nice.

i don't need rose-tinted Prince Charming stuff,
i don't need my knight in shining armour,
i just want someone who makes me smile,
smiles for me,
someone to stay up late with me,
later than the streetlights out there,
talking and laughing ourselves silly,
someone who'd bring me for a spin
in the wee hours in the morning,
walk the park and pluck the dewy leaves
tease me endlessly but all in the name of fun,
dance with me in the rain,
be there when i need him
be with me because he wants to.
i just want you.



have you ever had the urge to push someone against the wall,
and do things you shouldn't even think about?

i bruise easily, so please gentle when you handle me.

knights and princesses, they don't go together.

all i want to do is be myself and let you love me. as i am.

foolish game

you made a maze
and pulled me in
i hate labyrinths
but didn't throw any fits
i thought i was the one
who used you as a map
i was just having my share of fun
in the end i realised
you made me
just another one of your pawn.

don't give me that glib tongue of yours, i'm so blind and foolish, just a girl can be.