Friday, April 07, 2006

Paranoid
86%
Schizoid
42%
Schizotypal
78%
Antisocial
66%
Borderline
90%
Histrionic
78%
Narcissistic
10%
Avoidant
58%
Dependent
66%
Obsessive-Compulsive
50%


i think only people who are unsure of themselves or need some form of assurance take these tests. i am SO perverse it's scaring me sometimes.
Personality Disorder Test Results
Paranoidhttp://similarminds.com/personality_disorder_info.html#paranoid">Paranoid> 86%
Antisocialhttp://similarminds.com/personality_disorder_info.html#antisocial">Antisocial> 66%
Borderlinehttp://similarminds.com/personality_disorder_info.html#borderline">Borderline> 90%
Avoidanthttp://similarminds.com/personality_disorder_info.html#avoidant">Avoidant> 58%
Dependenthttp://similarminds.com/personality_disorder_info.html#dependent">Dependent> 66%
Obsessive-Compulsive 50%

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Main Type
Overall Self
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Enneagram Test Results
Type 1 Perfectionism 51%
Type 2 Helpfulness 45%
Type 3 Image Focus 59%
Type 4 Hypersensitivity 69%
Type 5 Detachment 48%
Type 6 Anxiety 81%
Type 7 Adventurousness 68%
Type 8 Aggressiveness 57%
Type 9 Calmness 31%
Your main type is 6
Your variant is omni
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Brain Lateralization Test Results
Right Brain (66%) The right hemisphere is the visual, figurative, artistic, and intuitive side of the brain.
Left Brain (38%) The left hemisphere is the logical, articulate, assertive, and practical side of the brain
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liberty is a utopia.
where can there be liberty when the moment you're born, you're wrapped in cloth and handled by people? i mean people control us the moment we're born. no true liberty? we're dressed almost all the time, we've to speak in a certain manner, we've to this we've to that because we have to conform, comply, obey societal norms and rules. I CAN'T EVEN BREATHE IN THE CENTRAL LIBRARY.

there must be some amount of goodthink in all of us, the fact that we have authorities superior to us. i don't know, like parents, like the government, like religion, like anything you can think of. talking about parents, then is true liberty oppsed to filial piety? and even piousness?

on my way to tutorial...

yesterday i was walking the long route from lt11 all the way to as1. nus smelt like macritchie park, or smelt like some mini-forest. you know the grassy smell you get when you go macritchie? it was REALLY like macritchie, together with those scary insects sounds and the sun's rays seeping through the foliage, and it struck me:

Kent Ridge Hilltop Walk.

just as good as macritchie's. now i know why some mates like to wear caps, shorts and tees in campus. makes you wonder if they have insect repellant and sunscreen. want to study in nus?

Thursday, April 06, 2006

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

life gets no where. i'm at this point of life where i'm too jaded to:

1. make friends
2. make small talk with acquaintances
3. shop
4. lift a muscle
5. to think of any more things

i just want to get wasted on an island somewhere.

i just need to get away from this horrid reality.

i want to sleep somewhere.

i need the light-headedness you feel when you're not drunk drunk but you're not very sober? you know what i mean? then you get all the energy back and can just do whatever crap you've not been able to do in your usual life.

i need that feeling, i don't know what. it sort of FREES you from the usual drudgery. you know the dizziness you get and all you do is keep shouting and screaming and laughing and rolling your eyes? you talk to strangers, you touch everybody, you smile at everything, not the drunk feeling but the courageous stamina, as i call it, feeling.

i'm sure all of you know what i mean.
some form of release. i'm feeling so uptight.

Tuesday, April 04, 2006


cheese.
some say we look alike. do we really?