Sunday, August 03, 2003


the sun's just as bright
and the sight is breath-taking
but i'm feigning happiness
instead of enjoying the scene
someone's missing in this picture
like a jigsaw puzzle with a lost piece
i find no words nor phrase
to express my feelings
an aching heart is the only evidence
that there's always a longing in me.

Conscious self
Overall self
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Aquarius
You should be dating an Aquarius.
20 January - 18 February
Your mate is communicative, thoughtful and caring.
Though he/she can be tactless and rude and
sometimes self-interested, he/she enjoys the
intellectual experience of sex.


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hilarious: you are as funny as the cheekiest guys
in class and know everything thats happening on
TV and all the hot places to chill. you aren't
a typical bubblegum princess, you pride
yourself on your musical picks and your
attitude. sometimes you get carried away and
often get scolded for that, but otherwise if
people want to have fun then you're the person
they'll come to! you can be as girlie as
britney when you're in the mood and as hard
assed as pink when you want. your mates love
you for being so; fun, interesting and
unpredictable, you go girl!


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You represent... happiness.
You represent... happiness.
Boy, are you full of cheer or what...? You have a
sunny disposition and enjoy trying to spread
your happiness. You have a tendency to be a
little hyper, but you have the ability to make
your own fun no matter what.


What feeling do you represent?
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deriving joy from such quizzes. virtual joy.
Happy Deathday!
Your name:lynnette
You will die on:Saturday, October 11, 2031
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argh! save me...i can't believe you, i can't believe myself, i can't believe life anymore...
i still can't sleep. just did my projectwork and geog tutorial. did them quite sloppily though, for the sake of doing it! something seems to be bugging me, i can't explain what.

`allmydreamsareupsidedownijustwanttochangethewaytheworldturnsround
what am i doing up so late...? i feel funny. i feel weird. am i the only one in here?
really. i don't even know what i'm doing. i don't know what i'm up to. seriously, i'm such a failed joke. making a fool out of myself.