this is how i want it.
just so happy. :)Saturday, September 06, 2008
i'm starting to hate my job. i was pretty eager in the beginning to work in events, thought of all things glamourous. now i know, people in the industry should, working in events is just crapwork. and i fucking hate those fuckedup clients who think they own me just because we're carrying out a project for you. hello, you think you're the only client and i have to devote every single second of my time to your project?
i hate to listen and say 'okok' and then smile, whilst all i want is to give the person a good punch. i'm usually the kind to express what i dislike, working in this line has made me swallow my pride, and that sucks. having to say yes to the clients even when i don't agree, that is total torture. i just want to give all those fuckedup clients a good beating, from head to toe. if they like to take over my job so much, by all means.
i feel bad for my manager, she is very nice but she has to leave me to the event myself 'cos of her other work commitments. i don't blame her but i think i'm probably not cut out for this job in this company...they just throw you on the job like that...you have to be a really fast learner or else it's a slow death for you. every event i feel like i'm going to war, having to battle the clients who are enemies. it's really getting tiresome, especially having to face those high-and-mighty fuckheads. i just feel sick of everything. it's SO much work, i've been here for 2 months, but i feel like i've been working for 2 years. also, i just got confirmed a few weeks back, now i'm really regretting confirming, 'cos i'd have to give 1 month's notice for resignation...i'm really thinking it through. i don't want to be spoilt and fussy, on one hand, i'm really getting burnt out, on the other, i guess you'd still be laden with other kinds of problems in another job...i don't want to be labelled weak, spoilt, quitting 2 months after my job, but there are so many concerns to consider as well...
i'm tired.
*thank YOU. for always always being my bestest friend. if i smile, it's for you. if i weep, it's because i have you, someone i can always rely on to dry my tears.
i hate to listen and say 'okok' and then smile, whilst all i want is to give the person a good punch. i'm usually the kind to express what i dislike, working in this line has made me swallow my pride, and that sucks. having to say yes to the clients even when i don't agree, that is total torture. i just want to give all those fuckedup clients a good beating, from head to toe. if they like to take over my job so much, by all means.
i feel bad for my manager, she is very nice but she has to leave me to the event myself 'cos of her other work commitments. i don't blame her but i think i'm probably not cut out for this job in this company...they just throw you on the job like that...you have to be a really fast learner or else it's a slow death for you. every event i feel like i'm going to war, having to battle the clients who are enemies. it's really getting tiresome, especially having to face those high-and-mighty fuckheads. i just feel sick of everything. it's SO much work, i've been here for 2 months, but i feel like i've been working for 2 years. also, i just got confirmed a few weeks back, now i'm really regretting confirming, 'cos i'd have to give 1 month's notice for resignation...i'm really thinking it through. i don't want to be spoilt and fussy, on one hand, i'm really getting burnt out, on the other, i guess you'd still be laden with other kinds of problems in another job...i don't want to be labelled weak, spoilt, quitting 2 months after my job, but there are so many concerns to consider as well...
i'm tired.
*thank YOU. for always always being my bestest friend. if i smile, it's for you. if i weep, it's because i have you, someone i can always rely on to dry my tears.
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