miss the times when we went hk.

i miss the boyfriend.

hope you're having fun over there, drink up for me! :)

sometimes i really want to kill myself.


arggggggghhhhhh.

belated merry christmas to all! (:

it's snowing in jeju island! which means it is DAMN COLD. it's kind of boring here, like a geography trip. there is NO nightlife in jeju. i hope seoul is much more fun!

and skiing is DAMN FUN. :)

shopping in korea is so expensive. but korean cosmetics are cheap! which means buying alot! tee-hee. :)

and sam, i won't blog about our conversation last night...haha.

annyeong hanseyo!

i'm at korea's domestic airport. waiting for my flight to jeju, it's freezing here, most of the time. i tried to check my results online but it's too early and there are too many korean words...:(

hope everyone's well in singapore and everyone had a good christmas!

i miss all of you. take care and see you!

(:

i'm going to miss people

Lips of an Angel - Hinder

Honey why you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now.
Honey why are you crying?
Is everything okay?
I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud
Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And, yes, I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue
Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel

Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late?

i'll be gone for 8 days. happy holidays to all!

don't forget to remember me (:

i'm no angel, but i try to make you smile :)

something brought you up again

a friend's dad passed away recently. nothing will ever return to normal again, because normality takes a new stance now. humans have this remarkable sense of adaptability to changes and i guess things should blow over soon.

the neighbour is doing renovations IT IS FRIGGING NOISY.

driving me crazy.

i'm like carrying the mp3 around the house, call me iMod - short for iMoody.

i watched The Holiday, quite a nice show, i think you'll find yourself sutured into the film easily. it reminds me abit of Love Actually, but Love Actually was nicer.

OMG, JUDE LAW IS ALLURING. his english accent is SO sexy. i'm going to watch it again for jude law. he is like living sex who talks intellect - i hope you get me?

and honghao brought me to daybed bar, it is a damn NICE place. they literally have beds as seats but i don't really fancy the music. i must go there again.

there comes a point when everyday i wake up, hoping i can make it through another day.

my whole problem is when my lips move before i think.

illusions.

you turned out more than i bargained for
and i can tell you that you need to get away
forgive if if i admit that i'd love to love you
hurry up go
before we realised it's way too late.

you.

blogger is crap because i can't upload pictures

you know what sucks more than exams?

knowing that you have a last paper tomorrow and you can't bloody study for it, because all you want is to get it over and done with, and get on with LIFE.

and talking to your friends about plans and not being able to carry them out in action...

and going online in msn only to see nicks like 'finished!', 'liberation!!!!!!', 'yay, i'm done!!!!!!', or worse still, 'in bangkok (or insert country of preference) now.'...:(

quick quick quick.

i don't care about the bloody exams.

i want to P L A Y.

inhibited. i want to cry. moody moody moody.

i want to P.L.A.Y!

ARRRRRGGGGGGG.

from love to liaison

while i was doing my readings, i came across this in the article:

Can love survive liberation? Or are love and freedom irreconcilable opposites?

definitely food for thought.


bah.

i think i'm getting another sore throat. AGAIN. i think it's because i've been popping m&m's like crazy? anyhow, thanks to ken for the BIG pack of m&m's. well, a few days back, the boyfriend came all the way down just to pass me the m&m's because i made a mere comment on not being able to study without candy during the exam period...:)

urgh. i'm like sore-throat-prone, you know. are there any vaccines or something?

double bah.

when the bloody exams end, i swear i'm going to be a real slob.
i'm going to feed myself with korean dramas, movies, plenty of brainless activities (not like my usual lifestyle circulates around brainy stuff), i'm just not going to plan anything, and just IDLE.


whatever i buy from the love department, i pay with heartbreaks and tears. and sometimes, i don't even get the goods.

i didn't know i left the window open,
until the sunshine crept in
washed away my fears
and planted a smile in the heart
in place of those late-night tears.



what if i told you
it's not worth trying for
there's no need to fight
because you haven't seen me
and even if you ever do
you'll leave right then
'cos there's nothing
in here, in me
that you'd find
worth dying for
just take what you need now
and be on your way, sweetheart.



when time tells
i'll just be another
face in the crowd
you'd drive along the streets
without even batting an eyelid
because what you're going through now
is only transition
like all the others
i'll be here for the moment
since we all need somebody
to lend a hand sometime
but if i'm lucky
maybe i'll become your memory