i do not like guys with curly, wavy or whatever you call them hair.
but i love adam sandler, never mind your comments, because i find him so charming.
of course, brad is a god-send.
and i think
JUDE LAW is simply irresistable.
that englishman drives me crazy.
closer is a rather refreshing movie but alfie rocks.
well, different, but jude law was driving me crazy all the time. i hate natalie portman because i believe all the men in the world love her. i hate her.
his accent is a major turn-on.

i do not like guys with curly, wavy or whatever you call them hair.
but i love adam sandler, never mind your comments, because i find him so charming.
of course, brad is a god-send.
and i think
JUDE LAW is simply irresistable.
that englishman drives me crazy.
closer is a rather refreshing movie but alfie rocks.
well, different, but jude law was driving me crazy all the time. i hate natalie portman because i believe all the men in the world love her. i hate her.
his accent is a major turn-on.

yesterday the moon was so round, dusty orange in colour.
i thought it looked like a spoilt mooncake.
hello moon.

see this striking resemblance between mine and hers.
why does she always perpetually have to do this?!
i can't help it. am i too sensitive?
i wish jolly was here to bitch with me.
carine, i'm starting to miss jolly much!
can you stop your zapping skills?!

i am up early in the morning because i don't have to work anymore!
so much irony. and i can't believe it's raining. i hate to go out on rainy days!
i can't wait to meet ken in like, 6 hours' time?
i feel rather happy. tired but i can't wait to start the day.
by coming online.
?!

i don't know what's wrong but i getting these mood swings.
sudden bouts of low-downs to rock bottom then i'm jumpy and crazy again.
then i feel the need to take pills for sinuses, for bloatiness (?!), for cramps, for everything else.
i down water like i'm in a desert.
suddenly in the bus home today, i suddenly felt like crying after tvmobile aired the citigems advert. suddenly i miss my girlfriends so much i feel like a loser, i see a couple ahead of me, i feel lonely and lost, then i missed my brother so much i thought i'll meet him now. the next moment i stuff myself with jam, chocolate, jelly and mushroom soup. i had all these for dinner. i keep thinking maybe the car around the turn may just suddenly speed and i'll be dead. because there was a fatal accident before. just on that road.
i am so fucking paranoid.
i am so highly-strung.
i just want. somebody around.

feeling so bloody bloated these days i feel obese.
to save time have been eating fast food the entire week during lunch.
i am seriously getting enormously heavier
blame it on the bad weather or my period.
whatever is the colour of fat, i'm that colour.
or maybe, it's just me. :(

i had a satisfying pedicure at good earth nail spa today. except that i didn't quite like the green leaves of the yellow flower. i want to bring mommy there.

I WANT TO GO HK AGAIN!
after shopping mad in hk, i have lost absolute interest in s'pore, this lousy boring same old place.
really.
I WANT TO GO HK AGAIN!
ditto.

another 2 more days before i'm gone.
byebye citibank.
why can't i bloody wait.
i just want to read a good book now.

i like sappy korean soap operas.
sniff, sniff.
i can't forget how tight he held me in his arms when i sobbed during the movie.
how his right thumb pushed the tears away from my cheeks with such gentle strength.
and how he pretended his sleeves were only just damp.
that were my favourite parts of the movie.
=)

a moment to remember is such a tearjerker i sobbed. i love the show although i would have preferred a better ending. i want to watch it again, especially with ken. he made the show all better with his company, plainly because i could wet his sleeves. a very long enagement is a very boring movie, well, it didn't help when we watched it at 1230 am and it ended at abt 3am. i was half asleep already less than 1 hour into the show. we should have watched hide and seek instead at such wee hours. i love ken's company.

he makes me feel better, all the time.

did anyone of my old f4-sters get 'on ken's time'?
it rocks.
it is good.
i miss the f4 memories.
shucks.

you make me complete.
thanks for the v-day box.
ultimate sweetness.
sorry i didn't get you any v-day gift.
very sorry. i will, i will.

announcing:
i love you, ken!

you make me feel like the luckiest girl in the whole world.
for you, anything i will.
thanks for being there all the time.