i love everyone. mel, mom and dad. my girlfriends. my girlfriends. my girlfriends. ALL OF YOU. then, i love ken, who's always been holding my hand and has never let go. but i am still pissed that my pay is still not in. i am depressed. WHY IS MY PAY NOT IN?!

i had brandied black cherry which i absolutely love. and strawberry cheesecake is fantastic. i will not eat anything that i do not like from now on. to add to my happiness, i got myself this pretty in black sleepwear from blush! yesterday. i felt like a damned tai-tai when i kept going in and out of the fitting room with different sets of nightwear while ken sat in the couch, armed with a magazine (with fiona xie as covergirl, i mean, how worse can it get?). so showy! the only un-taitai thing was that i paid for it myself. i went, 'i pay ah?', he replied, 'i'm paying meh?', then i took my purse to the counter, with him in he background, 'i dunno they accept nets.'

one can never get too many of anything.
that is why i go shopping.
i wish my payday would come FASTER!

water water water
washroom washroom washroom
good typing skills
speed
speed
speed
lozenges
multi-tasking
multi-tasking
multi-tasking
determination
these, i need for work.
and only a measlyyyyyyyyyy pay.
cpf should really only start when i offically work.

i suddenly miss you so miss it caught me in my throat.
i wish to come home where there's someone to talk to, where there's a shoulder to lie on.
i feel so empty.
i miss you korkor.
training is already so draining i think work is tougher.
i think i'm being burned out.
i am breaking into a million pieces.
do you see?

he got 2 'i'm-a-glow-sleepy-star's for us today. he says one for him to bring to army and one for me to be reminded of him when i off the lights to sleep. haha. the star is so cute, with a jammie hat and sleep eyes, of course. and yangyang is now at my place, in my perfect care. haha. now i don't know who to turn to when i'm bored, upset, sad, moody, happy, grumpy, anything already without him around 24/7. miss him so much. i must find a job soon to get my mind off things, ANY job at all. ken, i miss you.
now that ken's told me the teacher is teabing, just as i expected, all anticipation is gone! grmph. want to read holybloodholygrail but my boy's going to bring it to camp! sucker. i want to learn driving, learn akido, learn japanese, learn to live on my own.

the 4e1 chalet was HILARIOUS.
peanut sauce spilled 7/8.
satay caught fire in the mircowave.
the kitchen was a disaster with the busybodies (me, rueyhwan, shimin, jessica).
haha. it was HAHAHAHA. notice that shimin's name is highlighted. haha.
aikwee tried to put the fire out by blowing CO2. haha. failed.
later he splashed the pot of water into the entire microwave.
haha. the inner top was blackened.
meticulous ones (huixin, yiting, etc) was cleaning up the kitchen with soap and mop. haha.
angeline was to blame, if she had been there, she would have done everything and nothing scary would have happened. hahahahaha.
i love shimin, she's so lovable! i love my class.
VERY FUNNY.
i thought our chalet was a comedy. a success comedy.

the 4e1 chalet was HILARIOUS.
peanut sauce spilled 7/8.
satay caught fire in the mircowave.
the kitchen was a disaster with the busybodies (me, rueyhwan, shimin, jessica).
haha. it was HAHAHAHA. notice that shimin's name is highlighted. haha.
aikwee tried to put the fire out by blowing CO2. haha. failed.
later he splashed the pot of water into the entire microwave.
haha. the inner top was blackened.
meticulous ones (huixin, yiting, etc) was cleaning up the kitchen with soap and mop. haha.
VERY FUNNY.
i thought our chalet was a comedy. a success comedy.

a friend's sister just passed away of illness.
my deepest sympathies and prayers go out to dorothy and her family.
this is one of the hardest times of one's life.

its been sooooo long since i added an entry.
well, in any case, i only blog when i'm bored.
and you wonder why there were so many during the exam period.
haha.
so there goes,
woohoo!!!

i saw this incredible top at guess today that i so wanted to have. actually, mommy wanted me to have it more than myself. but it costs close to 700. ARGH.

ken, i'm going to miss you alot when you're in camp.
i think i'm missing you now already...

ken bought me quite a few things from his backpacking trip i think i love him more than before. 3 tops, 1 skirt, a pair of earrings, a necklace and one bracelet that matches my current anklet. and of course, not forgetting gum. haha.
come on, be jealous!
oui!