a teacher's mum just passed away this morning. all my sympathies. i know how it feels. take care. i hate it when people leave.

Your Energy is Yellow. You are generous, bright,
and expressive. An excellent communicator, you
keep your audience captivated with your
animated storytelling. Sometimes you talk too
much, but when you learn to listen you will be
sought out for your talents to advise.

The communications field appeals to you as a
profession. Public speaking, writing, radio,
acting or teaching would also be good career
choices.


What color is your energy?
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tee-hee. same results as shimin. oh, my girlfriends! i miss all of you!

i wish you'd stop your joke business because it's getting on my nerves. please, you wouldn't want to be in my shoes. it's not funny neither is it a minor issue. i feel like an idiot.

i think i'm a rotten one. how come nobody bothers? particularly you. i am but the most useless plaything ever alive. thank you.

Women are like apples on trees.

The best ones are at the top of the tree.

The men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt.

Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy.

So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they are amazing.

They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.

i'm sorry for all the silly mistakes i've made. i'm sorry for all the stupid remarks i've passed. i'm sorry for being the unreasonable and spoilt girl. i'm sorry for not being a good girlfriend. i promise to be the very best i can, just for you. i promise to be a better girlfriend, just for you. please trust me. you know how much you are to me. sorry and i love you.

lynlyn, i miss you so much. do you even know?

i'm not getting used to loneliness am i? i'm such an addicted blogger. blog blog blog. blog. Boring Lives Of Girls.

brother and sister, together we'll make it through

i'm such a piggggg i'm stuffing myself with chocolate-covered raisins. mmm. i miss stuffing the bits into someone else's mouth. i hate you but i can't help missing you. i hate how i lose my dignity again and again. i hate you again. ever wonder how love and hate can co-exist? i'm allowing both parties to hold places in me now quite well. i'm such a disgrace to the feminist society. boo.

Excess Baggage - Staind

Well I know the words, but I can't really speak them
To you
And I hide all the pain that I've gained with my wisdom
From you
And I'm eaten alive by what I hold inside
All the things that I live with I can't easily hide
And I'm left here with nothing, nothing to live for
But you
Its not easy to hide
All this damage inside
I'll carry you with me
Until I'm not alive
When you look at my face, does it seem just as ugly?
To you?
I can't seem to erase all the scars I have lived with
From you
I'm so sick of this place
This taste in my mouth
Cause of you I can't figure what I'm all about
And I'm left here with nothing, nothing to live for
But you
Its not easy to hide
All this damage inside
I'll carry you with me
Til I'm not alive

-bawls- i hate it when i got no time to finish my long-time due assignments, i hate it when i have all the time in the world yet i've no damned mood to even lift a pen, i hate it when i waste my life away, i hate it when i procrastinate, i hate it when i know i'm not doing the right things yet i continue with them, i hate it when my life's a screw-up. like now and ever. i hate everything. i wish my ear would flood with water and i can drown so simply. ihateitihateitihateitihatemeihateyoumore. -bawls-

Technology


Which School Subject Are You?
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You are Little Miss Trouble! You are,
unsurprisingly, very naughty. You love to be
outrageous at all times and devilish is an
understatement. If at any point you can do
something that's out of the norm, you'll do it.
Although conformity isn't always good, you
could have some sensitivity, girl!!!


Which Little Miss Are You?
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i'm beyond miserable.

i smile and look away everytime i catch your eye and everything seems alright.
but you're not there to catch the silent tears that fall after you leave.

and this, may i add,
lynnette is pathetic,
with a capital P.

I don't wanna lose you,
I don't wanna use you
just to have somebody by my side
And I don't wanna hate you
I don't wanna take you
But I don't wanna be the one to cry
That don't really matter to anyone, anymore
But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

murder me by noises
murder me by disagreement
murder me by criticisms
murder me by dispute
murder me by silence
murder me by impatience
murder me by depression
murder me.
if these could kill, i think i'll be meeting mellow.
murder me over and over again.

give me back my brother. give me back my brother.

staring out the window
the streets are lonely so
familiar i feel
emotions i wish i could steal
fleeting flashes of him
longing yearn for him
how hard it is to tell
how hard it is to tell

my ear still hurts alot. it still hurts.

i got water in my ear and it hurts. i feel unbalanced. ouch. boo-hoo.

it's been a long time since i went to the pool. i had such a great time with you, ken. though we became so tired after that. hope your training goes well even with the fatigue. take care and please drink plenty of water. trust me. love. i think i'm sunburnt, i think you are too. next stop: singing. stop after next: rugby sevens. haha. i love being out with you. between the stops, please, let's have some read-and-relax together, you lazy lazy lazy bum.

what's your inner flower?

[c] sugardew

You are a human shadow. If a loved one needs you,
you are always right at his or her heels! Your
deep social connection with human beings
produces your qualities of genuine caring and
charisma. However, at times you are naive to
the true nature of your loved ones. Remember
that humans' gift of free will does not always
lead them in wise directions. But your essence
of love and friendship represent the other
precious gifts of humanity. Overall you are a
strikingly valuable and innocent being who has
a lot to give.(please rate my quiz cuz it took
me for freaking ever to create)


What Kind of Shadow Are You? (with gorgeous pics)
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happy belated birthday, euphe! cheers.

Why do Women Love Men?

They've got that comfortable place on their
shoulder that's perfect for snuggling into
while we fall asleep.

They're at peace with their bodies, except
for maybe some minor anxiety over height,
weight, and baldness.


They're enthusiastic about our bodies, even
when we're not.


They fall in love so hard, once they
finally fall.


Chest hair, forearm hair and the feel of a
newly shaved cheek.


Bravery around snakes, waterbugs, bats and
flat tyres.


Their unapologetic lust for a nice hunk of
beef or chocolate cake.


Their ability to solve problems simply by
throwing a ball around.


The glimpse you get, when they wear their
baseball cap backward of their inner
Little Leaguer.


How tender they get when they cry, and how
seldom they do it.


What they lack in talk, they tend to make up
for in action.


They make excellent companions when driving
through rough neighborhoods or walking past
dark alleys.


They really love their moms. They remind us
of our dads.


They don't mind accompanying a woman to a
party even though she looks like a movie star
and they look like the chauffeur.


Their near-endless appetite for discussing the
ins and outs of work and money - ours as well
as theirs.


Their genuine ardor for tinkering with toilets,
changing oil and assembling gas grills, jobs
any intelligent woman can do but would be nuts
to volunteer for.


They never care what their horoscope, their
mother-in-law, nor the neighbors say.


They rarely lie about their age, their weight,
or their clothing size.


How awe struck they are in the face of
a homemade cookie.


How great their hands look holding ours.


Their face is a treasure to behold when they
give us a present they picked out.


Their ignorance is usually amusing.


They have a great sense of competition.


They give great hugs, and always melt our hearts
when a sweet "I love you Princess" is added.


Though they often try to hide it, they're very
tenderhearted and caring.


They have an uncanny ability to look deeply into
our eyes and connect with our heart, even
when we don't want them to.


They don't care whether colors match, but are
willing to be concerned if we want them to be.


They can be taught.


They give us a peek at the little boy inside
when they get sick or happy or hurt.

i'm so filled with irony.

wonder how i'm feeling now?
copyright of bmw-sg.

but fighting all the demons will take time.
it will take time.
as always, everything takes time.
just like you and me.
we all take time.

i'm so perturbed by a million and one issues.
schoolwork.you.you.you.you.
okay, i exaggerate. how's that?

You are Going to marry Elijah wood. He will always
respect you and your friends. His cute face and
big blue eyes are also a plus. Congrats!!


Which male celebrity are you going to marry? (now 12 (i just added more, and still more to come!)results that have pics!)
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i know you like this song. =) i know you love me too. i love my honey too.

Nelly Furtado - Try

All I know
Is everything is not as it's sold
but the more I grow the less I know
And I have lived so many lives
Though I'm not old
And the more I see, the less I grow
The fewer the seeds the more I sow
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness
And all the real people are really not real at all
The more I learn the more I cry
As I say goodbye to the way of life
I thought I had designed for me
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
I'm all I'll ever be
But all I can do is try
Try
All of the moments that already passed
We'll try to go back and make them last
All of the things we want each other to be
We never will be
And that's wonderful, and that's life
And that's you, baby
This is me, baby
And we are, we are, we are, we are
Free
In our love
We are free in our love

mummy is the best woman in the whole world. i love my mummy and daddy. sorry for all the naughty things i've done all my seventeen years, mummy and daddy. i'm sorry if i ever hurt you, i never meant it. i'm sorry for being spoilt and unreasonable at times, i know you won't get to read this, but i love you and daddy. mummy and daddy are 2 of the most important people in my life. never would have come so far without your support.

-mummy and daddy and korkor, lynn loves you. always and forever.

yoo-hoo, big brother! how's it been? it's almost coming to 5 months since you left. i hope you're doing fine. i had a tiring camp, but it was good 'cos i didn't have to stay home and miss you! =) haha. you haven't been sending dreams to me these days, and you still owe me my blythe doll! take care over there, mummy and daddy and i are doing fine. wish me luck in my new school term!

-sometimes i miss you so much i find it painful just being home. for another second to feel you, i'm willing to give up anything.

i'm going crazy trying to do my essay, it's driving me NUTS. i have so much to say yet nothing to write. it's so draining and i have got no time left. i've got another 3 econs essay outlines to complete and this dumb essay and i've got interact on saturday and i'm going to be so beat after the camp! i can't take this no more! help me!!!

-tired. tired. tired. tired. tired. zzz.

i lost my ring. i'm so sad. my mother is so disappointed. i'm so stupid. i feel like the dumps. sob. ARGH!!!

here are the questions for our assignment, i hope it can help all those without the files. all thanks to diyana! enjoy and happy holidays. not. :) meanwhile, take care too. cheers.

1) From your own reading in this topic, what would you say are the particular concerns writers of anti-utopia narratives are engaged in?


2) ‘Utopian fiction is generally didactic and moralistic, fearful of the threats of degeneration that it describes.’ In the light of this statement, discuss the utopian fiction you have read.


3) Does utopian writing serve a cause? Discuss this in the light of your own reading in this topic area.


4) ‘Even in the hands of its finest exponent, utopia is precariously balanced over the abysses of the ludicrous and disreputable.’ Making close reference to the texts you have studied, evaluate the validity of the statement.


5) ‘As life moves towards utopia, intellectuals dream of a society that is less perfect and more free.’ Is this true of the texts you have studied?

"Fear not, for I will always hold your hand through the hard times. Do not be ashamed to cry, for I will always be there to wipe your tears. Do not hesitate to come to me with your problems, because my heart will always be there to listen and help. Remember that I will be there for you, always."

take care, people, i want to see no one break down, or fall apart. we all make up a beautiful jigsaw, without any piece, it's as good as scrap cardboard. take care.

mucks.

i want mr arthur kok to continue teaching us. he's like my only favourite (i feel childish using this word) teacher, or at least, his lesson is the most decent of all that we attend. i hate the college and the new timetabling next term. i hate the college. and i want my gp tutor to be mr kok still. i can't imagine any other teaching 03a2, nobody can handle us like he does. or not. =)
the week-holiday just seems like another school week. how come i'm still not psyched.

yes, i got a tagboard. finally. though it's kind of awful-looking. whatever.
tag me, people, tag me! :)

i'm going to have a hard time waking up tomorrow. but i think it was worth it. i miss the days in secondary school, where we used to pen thoughts in chinese all the time. haha.

i'm sorry i can't understand a word of rugby. i'm sorry i can't figure out a move of soccer. i'm sorry i can't join you in sports. i'm sorry i can't attend all your matches. i'm sorry i can't wait for you to have dinner. i'm sorry but i'll try, ok? i'll try. :)

-my mind's filled with thoughts of you. my heart's filled with thoughts of you. my head's filled with thoughts of you. all because i love you.

the only thing i love about kenneth is his circle of good friends. =) i love your pals, ken. they're so much more lovable than you are. haha.
nasha, nasrul, hello! :)
(notice the font colour. heh. heh. heh. *bombayish*)

-all of you complete my life.

burn. burn everything. burn everybody. just burn.

i miss all of you! my shoppaholicks! my no guts, no glory! my bitches and sluts!
i miss all of you!!!

girls can be such bitches. i'm surprised at how i can bitch. fuck.

i want a change of environment. i hope it's not me but everyone's pissing me off. it's poison, it's dirt. can't imagine camping with them. gosh. i don't know what they called people like me, anti-socialists or racists. i hate my own race. i want to be in control. of control.

i hate unreasonable people. people who abuse their authority like nobody's business and think they're almighty. fuck the place. i hate this college. it's a zombie place. i am so filled with utter disgust. yuck.

Heart of Crystal


What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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You don't miss your water ('Till the well runs dry)

As i sail with you across the finest oceans,
On our way to find the key to our emotions
Together we will move the clouds to brighter days
Some people question what i say,
Try to break up you and me
But i know this love between us is growing stronger
You can call me whenever, from wherever
Just remember that
I'll be there through all the stormy weather
Us break up never, No, We'll be together forever.
You dont miss your water till the well runs dry,
But i believe so strongly in you and I
Can't somebody answer me the question why
You dont miss your water till the well runs dry.
As I close my eyes sit back while reminiscing
Of when we used to fuss and fight but end up kissing
There may be sad and painful times along the way
But in my heart you'll always be, everything and more to me.
For i know this love between us is growing stronger
You can call me whenever from wherever just remember that
I'll be there through all the stormy weather
Us break up never, no, we'll be together forever.
For you are, always on my mind
You are always on my mind
Girl you know that,
You are always on my mind
You are always forever.
If you ever get the feeling,
Wanna play around start cheating
Remember you dont miss your water till the well runs dry.

south park
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right, i'm like getting addicted on all these. haha. enjoy! online childhood!

i recall the time we were at the carpark when fred messaged you and said he was feeling down. you called him straight away to ask if he was alright. i was so proud of you. i love you, because i know i can never be as good a friend as you are to others. i love you, because i know i can never be as kind a soul you are to others. i love you, because i know i can never be as loving a sweetheart you are to me. i love you because you fill up all of me.

i've got to kick some butt. it's time. woo-hoo. yes, lynn, we've gotta kick some butt!

we didn't get the selfridge top. and i think there'r none left already. sheesh. singapore is so small that the only place we can go on a saturday is town. come saturday, i'm in orchard. again.

josie's dollz this is really fun! i'm addicted. haha. woo-hoo. cute. i miss my barbie days.

hohum.

i got a darned 3-hour pc test tomorrow. wtf. i'm so not in the mood. i mean, who's ever in the mood for school? blarggggggggggggggh!

i miss my honey.

happy 17th birthday, elissa!
although i know you won't read this, haha. =)

click to try character numerology. i don't know if they are accurate or not. heh.

i am tired. i want to sleep.

feeling: wistful. sleepy. afraid. lonely. tired.

i don't want to go to school tomorrow. like every other day. i just want to live in my reverie. with clouds, meadows, flowers, birds and sunshine. i just want to live in the clouds with love rain and rays. i just want to live with you. with you, the world is mine. with you, the world is ours. with you, i find myself alive. with life, i fear death.
no, love, don't die. i don't want to miss nobody.

i question what i say. i question what they tell. i question what you speak.
nobody answers.

i sense the familiarity of that feeling again. the deja vu feeling, from a few years back. it's so near i'm getting scared again, it's frightening. i want to lead a new life i want to be the new me. i thought i did it, i thought it was gone, but i realised, it never left me.

- funny how you're afraid to see your shadow emerge again, funny how you realise how much you hate your shadow, funny how you wish you were somebody else. funny how i wish i were somebody you would love wholeheartedly.

really.

i just wish i could be all you wanted.

i wish, i wish, you would just love me, love me, for who i am.

boredom reigns.