prayers for the new year, 2004...
- for world peace
- happiness
- happiness
- happiness
- happiness
- happiness
- happiness
- happiness
- happiness
- happiness
- happiness
- for everyone to be happy and happier and happiest.
- and of course, i pray the a levels will be easy for me, smooth-sailing school life. hee.
p.s. tell your loved ones you love them. just for once. =)
Wednesday, December 31, 2003
all the glimmer and glitters for all! this is the last day of 2003, so enjoy it. not. i love my friends and more friends, sennette, rueyhwan, marilyn, xueting, angeline, jiayu, aikwee, sharon, alex, david, jackson, weixin, samuel, rachel, diyana, carine, maybelline, huishan, all of you! everybody, I LOVE YOU! and of course, i love mummy, daddy and korkor and all my family.
and i love my boyfriend.
and i love my boyfriend.
Monday, December 29, 2003
i haven't got true friends, i haven't got a family, i'm indecent, i'm so bitchy i find myself downright slutty, i put people off with my fuck attitude, i backstab people so well i'm angry at myself, i act so well i can't differentiate reel from real, i scream so much my eyes are deaf and my ears are blind, i hate myself for being me. all my friends are shunning me 'cos they find me weird, all the people i know ostracise me 'cos they think i'm mad. i have such a perfect life i wonder what my parents fed me whilst growing up. i do a pretty good job destroying myself. come on, shoot me. perhaps i'll come alive. kill me now.
i so much want to spend the new year with you. it seems you have so much on hand. i'm glad to see you busy, i'm glad to see you working, i'm glad i'm optimistic.
for a word i speak, i put on a mask. for a sentence i make, i put on colours. for each thing i do, i put on a show. there goes the face of a doll, the heart of a doll. enjoy the show.
for a word i speak, i put on a mask. for a sentence i make, i put on colours. for each thing i do, i put on a show. there goes the face of a doll, the heart of a doll. enjoy the show.
i stop my fingers from pressing the keypad. i stop myself from messaging you. i stop myself from calling you. all because i don't want to appear too clingy. i fiddle with everything in my room. i touch every button on the remote. i run my fingers over every key in front of the computer. all because i am bored and lonely. i look at the pictures we took. i reminisce about the times we shared. i think about you, you and you. i miss you.
paranoid eyes - pink floyd
button your lip don't let the shield slip
take a fresh grip on your bullet proof mask
and if they try to break down your disguise with their questions
you can hide hide hide
behind paranoid eyes
you put on your brave face and slip over the road for a jar
fixing your grin as you casually lean on the bar
laughing too loud at the rest of the world
with the boys in the crowd
you hide hide hide
behind petrified eyes
you believed in their stories of fame fortune and glory
now you're lost in a haze of alchohol soft middle age
the pie in the sky turned out to be miles too high
and you hide hide hide
behind brown and mild eyes
button your lip don't let the shield slip
take a fresh grip on your bullet proof mask
and if they try to break down your disguise with their questions
you can hide hide hide
behind paranoid eyes
you put on your brave face and slip over the road for a jar
fixing your grin as you casually lean on the bar
laughing too loud at the rest of the world
with the boys in the crowd
you hide hide hide
behind petrified eyes
you believed in their stories of fame fortune and glory
now you're lost in a haze of alchohol soft middle age
the pie in the sky turned out to be miles too high
and you hide hide hide
behind brown and mild eyes
i went to the polyclinic this afternoon, only to satisfy my hunger for medication. the doctor gave me the worst-tasting cough syrup ever. i complained to him saying i got horrid acne and asked for some antibiotics but was returned a laugh saying i don't need oral medication. right, so government clinics deprive patients of their rights for medicine. i wanted pills, he gave me paracetamol. i'd known better to go to a gp. though that might burn a pocket in the hydrochondraic's pocket. give me pills, more pills. i'm not weird, i'm just cultivating a hobby in here.
to be politically correct is such a chore. i wonder how deejays and newcasters and whoever involved in media have to suit their thinking to be politically correct. to say saddam deserves it and bush reigns, do people really think that way? why not pinpoint the latter saying by declaring war he has harmed so many innocent lives? it is such a chore having to conform to the society. of course, i'm not saying i don't, i mean, everybody puts on a mask, whether knowingly or not. voting is just a facade to show transparency, of course, no offence to my country. (look how afraid i am already.)
to indulge in unorthodox thinking is it a joy or will it bring people to ruins?
to indulge in unorthodox thinking is it a joy or will it bring people to ruins?
Sunday, December 28, 2003
my life is such a mess. i wonder what i did in my past lives to deserve this karma now. i want to eradicate all my sins and gain benefits for this karmic nature. tell me how. i'm feeling so fucked up i wish i could see you right now. brother, if i knew for sure where you are now, can i meet you? 'cos i need to talk to you. if not, it's all tears that you see. will you please come back now. give me your hand to let me feel your warmth. where are you when i need you most? sometimes i hate you for leaving, all the anger surpass the guilt in me. you selfish you. BROTHER!!! i miss you badly again, sorry for being such a spoilt brat, but all i want now is you. i want you back. so badly. i type away at my keyboard, i look behind, hoping to see you lying on my bed, staring up at the ceiling, talking away. all that is past, you never kept your promises. korkor.
i feel sweeter now that i remembered someone hand-delivered a belated christmas gift to my house. the doorbell rang. phobia of bell-ringing i've got. 'cos so far, there has been no good news ever since...then. and i don't like it when the doorbell rings. get me? anyway, dense people remain dense. but still, today the doorbell came with a pleasant surprise. thanks for the little gift. it made my day. and a belated merry christmas to you. and your gift's still here, though. sorry. cheers.
let the bitch in me fight with the sweetie-pie neighbour. is there a cure for me?
let the bitch in me fight with the sweetie-pie neighbour. is there a cure for me?
i'm so bored, i refuse to do my homework. there is so much to do and i bet everyone's done on it. except me and my slacker other. i feel like a bitch now. plainly because i am a bitch. you are so irritating that i detest you. you make me want to puke my guts out. yes, YOU. just looking at you, hearing your voice make me want to throw up.
so, fuck off now. go on, sue me for being a bitch, for being who i am. damn the world.
so, fuck off now. go on, sue me for being a bitch, for being who i am. damn the world.
Friday, December 26, 2003
Sugababes - Too Lost In You
You look into my eyes, I go out of my mind
I cant see anything 'coz this love got me blind
I cant help myself, i cant break the spell
Im in over my head
You got under my skin
I got no strength at all
In the state that im in
And my knees are weak
And my mouth can't speak
Fell to far this time
Baby im too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep i can't sleep, i cant think
I just think about the things you do
Im just too lost in you
Well you whisper to me
And i shiver inside
You undo me and move me in ways undefined
And you're all i see
And you're all i need
Help me baby, help me now
'Coz im slippin away
Like the sand to the tide
Flowing into your arms, falling into your eyes
If you get too near i might disapear
I might loose my mind
Baby im too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep i can't sleep, i cant think
I just think about the things you do
Im just too lost in you
Im going crazy with love for you baby
I cant eat and i cant sleep
im going down like a stone in the sea
No-one can rescue me
Baby im too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep i can't sleep, i cant think
I just think about the things you do
Im just too lost in you
You look into my eyes, i go out of my mind
Im too lost in you, im too lost in you
one of the songs from loveactually. it's such a sweet romantic show. aww.
You look into my eyes, I go out of my mind
I cant see anything 'coz this love got me blind
I cant help myself, i cant break the spell
Im in over my head
You got under my skin
I got no strength at all
In the state that im in
And my knees are weak
And my mouth can't speak
Fell to far this time
Baby im too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep i can't sleep, i cant think
I just think about the things you do
Im just too lost in you
Well you whisper to me
And i shiver inside
You undo me and move me in ways undefined
And you're all i see
And you're all i need
Help me baby, help me now
'Coz im slippin away
Like the sand to the tide
Flowing into your arms, falling into your eyes
If you get too near i might disapear
I might loose my mind
Baby im too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep i can't sleep, i cant think
I just think about the things you do
Im just too lost in you
Im going crazy with love for you baby
I cant eat and i cant sleep
im going down like a stone in the sea
No-one can rescue me
Baby im too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep i can't sleep, i cant think
I just think about the things you do
Im just too lost in you
You look into my eyes, i go out of my mind
Im too lost in you, im too lost in you
one of the songs from loveactually. it's such a sweet romantic show. aww.
my december - Linkin Park
this is my december
this is my time of the year
this is my december
this is all so clear
this is my december
this is my snow covered home
this is my december
this is me alone
and i just wish that i didn't feel
like there was something i missed
and i take back all the things i said
to make you feel like that
and i just wish that i didn't feel
like there was something i missed
and i take back all the things i said
and i'd give it all away
just to have somewhere to go to
and i'd give it all away
just to have someone to come home to
this is my december
this is my snow covered home
this is me pretending
this is all i need
this is my december
this is my time of the year
this is my december
this is all so clear
this is my december
this is my snow covered home
this is my december
this is me alone
and i just wish that i didn't feel
like there was something i missed
and i take back all the things i said
to make you feel like that
and i just wish that i didn't feel
like there was something i missed
and i take back all the things i said
and i'd give it all away
just to have somewhere to go to
and i'd give it all away
just to have someone to come home to
this is my december
this is my snow covered home
this is me pretending
this is all i need
Tuesday, December 23, 2003
1. You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and
free.
2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is straight-forward, just tell you he/she
loves you.
3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is loyal,
faithful, never change.
4. You don't like it when your partner is emotional and/or too
moody; and you don't know how to please him/her.
5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is one that you care not only about the present but
also the future with your partner, a long-lasting relationship
that you can grow with.
6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.
7. You are afraid of marriage, you think it would take away your
freedom.
8. At this moment, you don't have the thirst for love, you can't do
anything for it, you won't fall for it easily.
free.
2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is straight-forward, just tell you he/she
loves you.
3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is loyal,
faithful, never change.
4. You don't like it when your partner is emotional and/or too
moody; and you don't know how to please him/her.
5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is one that you care not only about the present but
also the future with your partner, a long-lasting relationship
that you can grow with.
6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.
7. You are afraid of marriage, you think it would take away your
freedom.
8. At this moment, you don't have the thirst for love, you can't do
anything for it, you won't fall for it easily.
Friday, December 19, 2003
Breathe Easy Lyrics - Blue
Cruel to the eye
I see the way he makes you smile
Cruel to the eye
Watching him hold what used to be mine
Why did I lie
Why did I walk away to find
Ooh why
Ooh why
I.........can't breathe easy
I cant sleep at night
Til your by my side
No I........can't breathe easy
I cant dream yet another dream without you lying next to me
There's no air
Curse me inside
For every word that caused you to cry
Curse me inside
I wont forget, no I wont baby I
Don't know why
(Don't know why)
I left the one I was looking to find
Ooh why
Ooh why
WHY
I.........can't breathe easy
I cant sleep at night
Til your by my side
No I........can't breathe easy
I cant dream you had another dream without you lying next to me, there's no air
No I.........can't breathe easy
I cant dream you had another dream without you lying next to me, there's no air
Out of my mind
Nothing makes sense anymore
I want you back in my life
That's all I'm breathing for
Ooh I......................oh
Tell me why....
Ooh Tell me why
I cant dream you had another dream without you lying next to me, there's no air
no no no no no
I................can't breathe easy
I cant sleep at night
Til your...by my side
I...................Can't breathe easy
No I...
I can't dream you had another dream without you lying next to me, there's no air
There's no air
`what's in it that i find disturbing? who's in it that i find puzzling?
Cruel to the eye
I see the way he makes you smile
Cruel to the eye
Watching him hold what used to be mine
Why did I lie
Why did I walk away to find
Ooh why
Ooh why
I.........can't breathe easy
I cant sleep at night
Til your by my side
No I........can't breathe easy
I cant dream yet another dream without you lying next to me
There's no air
Curse me inside
For every word that caused you to cry
Curse me inside
I wont forget, no I wont baby I
Don't know why
(Don't know why)
I left the one I was looking to find
Ooh why
Ooh why
WHY
I.........can't breathe easy
I cant sleep at night
Til your by my side
No I........can't breathe easy
I cant dream you had another dream without you lying next to me, there's no air
No I.........can't breathe easy
I cant dream you had another dream without you lying next to me, there's no air
Out of my mind
Nothing makes sense anymore
I want you back in my life
That's all I'm breathing for
Ooh I......................oh
Tell me why....
Ooh Tell me why
I cant dream you had another dream without you lying next to me, there's no air
no no no no no
I................can't breathe easy
I cant sleep at night
Til your...by my side
I...................Can't breathe easy
No I...
I can't dream you had another dream without you lying next to me, there's no air
There's no air
`what's in it that i find disturbing? who's in it that i find puzzling?
Thursday, December 18, 2003
last minute assigment through the email. ARGH. i have so much homework i can drown in paper. and i haven't done any. i hate this dumb school.
only one word to describe this place of dump: fuck.
Dateline: 1st day of school (latest by 5pm)
Counted as part of CA marks for term 1 in 2004
Essays must be typed out and must not exceed 2500 words
Wordcount is to be included at the end of the essay
Essays to be submitted to Ms Mandy's tray
There will be a deduction of 2 marks for each day past the dateline unless there is a reasonable excuse given
a) Describe and explain the global distribution of volcanoes and earthquakes. (16 marks)
b) Using examples, explain why volcanic and earthquake activities occur in areas away from plate tectonic boundaries. (9 marks)
i'm sick of covering up for each drop of tear that falls. i'm sick of staying strong when i'm tearing up inside. i'm sick of it all.
only one word to describe this place of dump: fuck.
Dateline: 1st day of school (latest by 5pm)
Counted as part of CA marks for term 1 in 2004
Essays must be typed out and must not exceed 2500 words
Wordcount is to be included at the end of the essay
Essays to be submitted to Ms Mandy's tray
There will be a deduction of 2 marks for each day past the dateline unless there is a reasonable excuse given
a) Describe and explain the global distribution of volcanoes and earthquakes. (16 marks)
b) Using examples, explain why volcanic and earthquake activities occur in areas away from plate tectonic boundaries. (9 marks)
i'm sick of covering up for each drop of tear that falls. i'm sick of staying strong when i'm tearing up inside. i'm sick of it all.
Wednesday, December 17, 2003
Will Young - Leave Right Now
Album: Friday's Child
I'm here
Just like I said
Though its breaking every rule I've ever made
My racin' heart
Is just the same
Why make it strong to break it once again?
And I'd love to say I do
Give everything to you
But I can never now be true
So I say
I think I'd better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave ri-ight no-oow
Feelin' weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now
I'm here
So please explain
Why you're openin' up a healin' wound aga-ain
I'm a little more careful
Perhaps it shows
But if I lose the highs, at least I'm spared the lows
Now I tremble in your ar-arms
What could be the ha-arm
To feel my spirit calm
So I say
I think I'd better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave ri-ight no-oow
Feelin' weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now
I wouldn’t know ho-oow to say
How good it feels seeing you today
I see you’ve got your smile back
Now you say your right on track
But you may never know why
Once bitten twice is shy
If I’m proud perhaps I should explain
I couldn’t bear to loose you again
I think I'd better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave ri-ight no-oow
Feelin' weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right no-ow
Yes I will
I think I'd better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave ri-ight no-oow
Feelin' weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now
Album: Friday's Child
I'm here
Just like I said
Though its breaking every rule I've ever made
My racin' heart
Is just the same
Why make it strong to break it once again?
And I'd love to say I do
Give everything to you
But I can never now be true
So I say
I think I'd better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave ri-ight no-oow
Feelin' weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now
I'm here
So please explain
Why you're openin' up a healin' wound aga-ain
I'm a little more careful
Perhaps it shows
But if I lose the highs, at least I'm spared the lows
Now I tremble in your ar-arms
What could be the ha-arm
To feel my spirit calm
So I say
I think I'd better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave ri-ight no-oow
Feelin' weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now
I wouldn’t know ho-oow to say
How good it feels seeing you today
I see you’ve got your smile back
Now you say your right on track
But you may never know why
Once bitten twice is shy
If I’m proud perhaps I should explain
I couldn’t bear to loose you again
I think I'd better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave ri-ight no-oow
Feelin' weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right no-ow
Yes I will
I think I'd better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave ri-ight no-oow
Feelin' weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now
i will walk with you side by side for only one condition; hide your wings everytime we walk together because the world might know you're my angel.
courtesy of angeline ang :) thanks for being so sweet.
sennette and angeline, thanks for towning with me today although i know it was pretty tiring for both of you after camp. you've been so patient and understanding. haha. even though we got nothing done. -sheepish- hope you two get a good rest tonight, especially miss no-voice. drink more water and talk less and you'd feel better. haha. lotsa love. xoxo. cheers, darlings. and, happy holidays.
courtesy of angeline ang :) thanks for being so sweet.
sennette and angeline, thanks for towning with me today although i know it was pretty tiring for both of you after camp. you've been so patient and understanding. haha. even though we got nothing done. -sheepish- hope you two get a good rest tonight, especially miss no-voice. drink more water and talk less and you'd feel better. haha. lotsa love. xoxo. cheers, darlings. and, happy holidays.
A GARAGE-GURL. Youre into loud music, hot guys and
wild fashions. Youre most at ease when youve
got all your mates around you and you like to
party. Boys are a game and youre always on the
ball because you make sure youre always number
one.
Your virtues: Confidence, fun nature, sociability.
Your flaws: Loudness, jealous tendency, need for
attention.
What kind of girl are you?
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take that! tendency to be jealous. hah!
all i want for christmas is you - mariah carey
i don't want a lot for christmas
there is just one thing I need
i don't care about the presents
underneath the christmas tree
i just want you for my own
more than you could ever know
make my wish come true
all I want for christmas is you
i don't want a lot for christmas
there is just one thing I need
i don't care about the presents
underneath the christmas tree
i don't need to hang my stocking
there upon the fireplace
santa claus won't make me happy
with a toy on christmas day
i just want you for my own
more than you could ever know
make my wish come true
all I want for christmas is you you baby
i won't ask for much this christmas
i won't even wish for snow
i'm just gonna keep on waiting
underneath the mistletoe
i won't make a list and send it
to the North Pole for Saint Nick
i won't even stay awake to
hear those magic reindeer click
cause I just want you here tonight
holding on to me so tight
what more can I do
baby all I want for Christmas is you
all the lights are shining
so brightly everywhere
and the sound of children's
laughter fills the air
and everyone is singing
i hear those sleigh bells ringing
santa won't you bring me the one I really need
won't you please bring my baby to me...
oh I don't want a lot for christmas
this is all I'm asking for
i just wanna see baby
standing right outside my door
oh I just want you for my own
more that you could ever know
make my wish come true
baby all I want for christmas is you..
all I want for christmas is you baby
i don't want a lot for christmas
there is just one thing I need
i don't care about the presents
underneath the christmas tree
i just want you for my own
more than you could ever know
make my wish come true
all I want for christmas is you
i don't want a lot for christmas
there is just one thing I need
i don't care about the presents
underneath the christmas tree
i don't need to hang my stocking
there upon the fireplace
santa claus won't make me happy
with a toy on christmas day
i just want you for my own
more than you could ever know
make my wish come true
all I want for christmas is you you baby
i won't ask for much this christmas
i won't even wish for snow
i'm just gonna keep on waiting
underneath the mistletoe
i won't make a list and send it
to the North Pole for Saint Nick
i won't even stay awake to
hear those magic reindeer click
cause I just want you here tonight
holding on to me so tight
what more can I do
baby all I want for Christmas is you
all the lights are shining
so brightly everywhere
and the sound of children's
laughter fills the air
and everyone is singing
i hear those sleigh bells ringing
santa won't you bring me the one I really need
won't you please bring my baby to me...
oh I don't want a lot for christmas
this is all I'm asking for
i just wanna see baby
standing right outside my door
oh I just want you for my own
more that you could ever know
make my wish come true
baby all I want for christmas is you..
all I want for christmas is you baby
i'm totally psyched about my homework. i wanted to do it today and now, ends up that nothing is done at all. i'm such an underachiever. and get this, i misplaced my entire set of p8 notes. the whole thing. i wonder if it's in some corner of my house (hopefully not the store) or is it in one of the many lockers in school. please let me find it soon. please. if not, i've to spend tons of money on waste printed paper. sheesh. i'm such an efficient worker. applaud, people.
take care of your leg. i always hate it when you go for training. you'd either come back with bruises, cuts, abrasions and every injury possible. i justlove contact sports. but it's nice going to the doctor's once in a while. at least you get to skip training. and get mummy's attention. cheers. =) plenty of tlc for my pauper. haha.
get well soon, hunns.
take care of your leg. i always hate it when you go for training. you'd either come back with bruises, cuts, abrasions and every injury possible. i just
get well soon, hunns.
Tuesday, December 16, 2003
My son, my love for you will never fade away
I will cherish my memories of you each and every day
You left this world far too soon, but you wanted to go
I could see the pain inside of you, the pain you tried not to show
I wish there was something that I could have said or done
Your life should not be over, for it had only just begun
You were so kind and sensitive, a special person through and though
You tried so hard to put up a front, but I always knew the real you
My life will never be the same and neither my son, will I
For when you went away a part of me did die
I would give anything to touch you, to hold you, to see your beautiful face
I only hope and pray that you are finally at peace and in a better place
M. Graham
I will cherish my memories of you each and every day
You left this world far too soon, but you wanted to go
I could see the pain inside of you, the pain you tried not to show
I wish there was something that I could have said or done
Your life should not be over, for it had only just begun
You were so kind and sensitive, a special person through and though
You tried so hard to put up a front, but I always knew the real you
My life will never be the same and neither my son, will I
For when you went away a part of me did die
I would give anything to touch you, to hold you, to see your beautiful face
I only hope and pray that you are finally at peace and in a better place
M. Graham
i tried to do my homework. i went to the storeroom to get some foolscape. i found a partially-used pad. i flipped through, i saw your hand-written notes. i recognised this handwriting that was so familiar yet it looked greek to me. you took economics your whole life, you told me once you didn't like it and just took the subject blindly. i miss you very badly, very badly. i hate staying at home. i don't understand a word of your notes, all i know is that that's my brother's handwriting. you will never write again, you will never borrow stationery from me anymore. i remember the last time you did was to borrow some post-its from me. you were such a smart dude you never had to study and you could pass your exams. i feel angry but what can i do? it breaks my heart to find you gone but i can't do anything. i'm so helpless. people around rant and rave about how pathetic their lives are, talk about depression and all. they never realise how hard it is for others to lose their loved ones so suddenly. how much more sorrow is there in reality? each word i read adds another to my tears. each curve i see adds another scar to my wounds. my mother grumbles about me going out all the time. nobody knows how hard it is to be alone in here.
milton tay hahn su
sunrise: 14 october 1978
sunset: 24 october 2003
milton tay hahn su
sunrise: 14 october 1978
sunset: 24 october 2003
just for laughs. no offence to anyone. found it on somebody's blog. apparently some srjcian. it's hilarious. i wonder who came up with this. and yes, notice the question before the last. is TJC famous for failing gp? bad, bad english, i say. =) enjoy. hahaha.
Q: How many RJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: 4 whole faculties. One fac to design the new bulb, one fac to test it out, one fac to market it and one
guy to write a stupid Email about lightbulbs.
Q: How many HCJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: The whole school.....to compete with RJC.........
Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: The whole school.......one to screw it in and the rest to cheer and wave flags and banners to give him/her support.
Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: NO LIGHT STILL CAN STUDY!!!!!
Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: They're too busy trying to be one of the top 5 JCs...
Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change lightbulb??
A: None......they use all their money to employ YJC to do it for them.
Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: None.....only one technical teacher employed from naval base secondary school to tell them what a lightbulb is in the first place and to demonstrate (how do you think they're able to change it for AC?)
Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: They'd prefer it darker..........(hmmm...*raise eyebrow*)......
Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: None......Their physics is so bad that they make the male teacher cry...[why am i glad i'm in arts again...=)]
Q: How many TPJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: Would they bother??
Q: How many MJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: School so new lightbulb will spoil ah?? SUE MOE AH!!
Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: None..they believe in praying for it.
Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: None...they are still using oil lamps.
Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: None. They will want to save on bills, you see.
Q: How many TJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: If it doesn't add to their value-added indicator, they won't bother.
Q: Dun you guys wonder which guy wrote this??
A: TJC!
Q: How many TJC students does it take to change the lightbulb??
A: None. They think they are very bright already.
why do i still feel so empty? why aren't you with me now? why am i so dissatisfied with life? i want to end it all, but i'm all too timid.
Q: How many RJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: 4 whole faculties. One fac to design the new bulb, one fac to test it out, one fac to market it and one
guy to write a stupid Email about lightbulbs.
Q: How many HCJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: The whole school.....to compete with RJC.........
Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: The whole school.......one to screw it in and the rest to cheer and wave flags and banners to give him/her support.
Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: NO LIGHT STILL CAN STUDY!!!!!
Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: They're too busy trying to be one of the top 5 JCs...
Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change lightbulb??
A: None......they use all their money to employ YJC to do it for them.
Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: None.....only one technical teacher employed from naval base secondary school to tell them what a lightbulb is in the first place and to demonstrate (how do you think they're able to change it for AC?)
Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: They'd prefer it darker..........(hmmm...*raise eyebrow*)......
Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: None......Their physics is so bad that they make the male teacher cry...[why am i glad i'm in arts again...=)]
Q: How many TPJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: Would they bother??
Q: How many MJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: School so new lightbulb will spoil ah?? SUE MOE AH!!
Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: None..they believe in praying for it.
Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: None...they are still using oil lamps.
Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: None. They will want to save on bills, you see.
Q: How many TJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: If it doesn't add to their value-added indicator, they won't bother.
Q: Dun you guys wonder which guy wrote this??
A: TJC!
Q: How many TJC students does it take to change the lightbulb??
A: None. They think they are very bright already.
why do i still feel so empty? why aren't you with me now? why am i so dissatisfied with life? i want to end it all, but i'm all too timid.
Just Once More - Yvette Nelson
Got a million pictures, in my heart
And here at home
But I'm afraid that they'll just fade with time
Photographs are cold
And the memories hard to hold
And I never got the chance to say goodbye
One more day
One more night
One more chance to make it right
A few more words
A few more laughs
Doesn't seem too much to ask
And I know it's just a dream
But I'd give up everything
If you'd walk through that door
Just once more
Sometimes I catch myself
Asking you out loud
What would you do if you were in my place
Cause everyday in every way
I try and make you proud
But I wish that I could tell you face to face
One more day
One more night
One more chance to make it right
A few more words
A few more laughs
Doesn't seem too much to ask
And I know it's just a dream
But I'd give up everything
If you'd walk through that door
Just once more
Seasons come and seasons go
But love lies on you taught me so
I've been blessed I don’t think twice
But wouldn't it be nice
Just one more day
One more night
One more chance to make it right
A few more words
A few more laughs
Doesn't seem too much to ask
And I know it's just a dream
But I'd give up everything
If you'd walk through that door
Just once more
Got a million pictures, in my heart
And here at home
But I'm afraid that they'll just fade with time
Photographs are cold
And the memories hard to hold
And I never got the chance to say goodbye
One more day
One more night
One more chance to make it right
A few more words
A few more laughs
Doesn't seem too much to ask
And I know it's just a dream
But I'd give up everything
If you'd walk through that door
Just once more
Sometimes I catch myself
Asking you out loud
What would you do if you were in my place
Cause everyday in every way
I try and make you proud
But I wish that I could tell you face to face
One more day
One more night
One more chance to make it right
A few more words
A few more laughs
Doesn't seem too much to ask
And I know it's just a dream
But I'd give up everything
If you'd walk through that door
Just once more
Seasons come and seasons go
But love lies on you taught me so
I've been blessed I don’t think twice
But wouldn't it be nice
Just one more day
One more night
One more chance to make it right
A few more words
A few more laughs
Doesn't seem too much to ask
And I know it's just a dream
But I'd give up everything
If you'd walk through that door
Just once more
Monday, December 15, 2003
Mandy Moore - Cry
I'll always remember
It was late afternoon
It lasted forever
And ended too soon
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed
In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry
The moment that I saw you cry
It was late in september
And I've seen you before
You were always the cold one
But i was never that sure
You were all by yourself
Staring at a dark gray sky
I was changed
In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry
I wanted to hold you
i wanted to make it go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything
all right....
I'll always remember...
It was late afternoon...
In places no one would find...
In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry
I'll always remember
It was late afternoon
It lasted forever
And ended too soon
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed
In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry
The moment that I saw you cry
It was late in september
And I've seen you before
You were always the cold one
But i was never that sure
You were all by yourself
Staring at a dark gray sky
I was changed
In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry
I wanted to hold you
i wanted to make it go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything
all right....
I'll always remember...
It was late afternoon...
In places no one would find...
In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry
Sunday, December 14, 2003
i want to tell you the things i've seen
I want to take you to where i've been
and i wish you were here with me
don't you know
i really miss you
i'm writing to say - had a wonderful day,
hangin' with my friends
but the memory dies as the sun leaves the skies - i'm alone again
i want to tell you the weather is fine
when the night comes around you are on my mind
wish you were here with me
don't you know
i really miss you
I want to take you to where i've been
and i wish you were here with me
don't you know
i really miss you
i'm writing to say - had a wonderful day,
hangin' with my friends
but the memory dies as the sun leaves the skies - i'm alone again
i want to tell you the weather is fine
when the night comes around you are on my mind
wish you were here with me
don't you know
i really miss you
i thought i lost the set of brush pens my brother gave me. thank goodness it was in a corner of my pig-sty room. i AM such an untidy, scatter-brained brat. what a relief. i need to recover the gifts you gave me, all of which made me beam with joy each time i received a present from my big brother. the mr. funny, the set of brush pens, my colored papers, my r.l. stine novels, each hand-me-down cd, the pendant which you won in a contest, the love you showered on your little sister, everything. how much i wish for you to be back. i'm missing you still, so much, a little bit more each day.
Bjork - Like Someone In Love
From the album "Debut"
lately i find myself out gazing at stars
hearing guitars
like someone in love
sometimes the things I do astound me
mostly whenever you're around me
lately i seem to walk as though I have wings
bump into things
like someone in love
each time i look at you i'm limp as a glove
and feeling like someone in love
From the album "Debut"
lately i find myself out gazing at stars
hearing guitars
like someone in love
sometimes the things I do astound me
mostly whenever you're around me
lately i seem to walk as though I have wings
bump into things
like someone in love
each time i look at you i'm limp as a glove
and feeling like someone in love
Coldplay - Yellow
From the album "Parachutes"
Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you
And everything you do
Yeah they were all Yellow
I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things that you do
And it was called Yellow
So then I took my turn
Oh what a thing to have done
And it was all Yellow
Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
You know you know I love you so
You know I love you so
I swam across
I jumped across for you
Oh what a thing to do
'cause you were all Yellow
I drew a line
I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all Yellow
Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
And you know
For you I'd bleed myself dry
For you I'd bleed myself dry
It's true
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine
Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you
And all the things that you do
i suddenly miss you. went searching your room for all your cds. among the sea of cases, i realised i miss you so much more. all i can do now to is to give you a kiss on your picture each night, hug that wooden frame each night, hoping you're well on the other side. we are all thinking of you. korkor, i miss you.
From the album "Parachutes"
Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you
And everything you do
Yeah they were all Yellow
I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things that you do
And it was called Yellow
So then I took my turn
Oh what a thing to have done
And it was all Yellow
Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
You know you know I love you so
You know I love you so
I swam across
I jumped across for you
Oh what a thing to do
'cause you were all Yellow
I drew a line
I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all Yellow
Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
And you know
For you I'd bleed myself dry
For you I'd bleed myself dry
It's true
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine
Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you
And all the things that you do
i suddenly miss you. went searching your room for all your cds. among the sea of cases, i realised i miss you so much more. all i can do now to is to give you a kiss on your picture each night, hug that wooden frame each night, hoping you're well on the other side. we are all thinking of you. korkor, i miss you.
htennek. missed you all the time. monday pool or christmas cards? hehe. i'm so bored, so bored. too tired to do my piling homework, i will be in deep trouble soon. haha. =) another week or so to christmas. yay. is the christmas spirit in us? yuletide joy! not. i'm bored, bored, bored. i miss you. -hughug-
Saturday, December 13, 2003
Among School Children - William Butler Yeats
I -- present times; elderly man questioning what children are learning in school
I walk through the long schoolroom questioning;
A kind old nun in a white hood replies; <-- probably a parochial school
The children learn to cipher and to sing,
To study reading-books and histories,
To cut and sew, be neat in everything
In the best modern way - the children's eyes
In momentary wonder stare upon
A sixty-year-old smiling public man. <-- with reference to Yeats
II -- olden days; child telling reader of tale that changed childish day to tragedy
I dream of a Ledaean body, bent
Above a sinking fire. a tale that she
Told of a harsh reproof, or trivial event
That changed some childish day to tragedy -
Told, and it seemed that our two natures blent
Into a sphere from youthful sympathy, <-- two people sharing grief and blending into one single being
Or else, to alter Plato's parable,
Into the yolk and white of the one shell.
*compare stanzas I and II: the comparison of olden and modern times in terms of education
III -- back in present times, speaking of woman Yeats admired
And thinking of that fit of grief or rage
I look upon one child or t'other there
And wonder if she stood so at that age-
For even daughters of the swan can share
Something of every paddler's heritage -
And had that colour upon cheek or hair,
And thereupon my heart is driven wild:
She stands before me as a living child.
IV
Her present image floats into the mind -
Did Quattrocento finger fashion it
Hollow of cheek as though it drank the wind
And took a mess of shadows for its meat?
And I though never of Ledaean kind
Had pretty plumage once - enough of that,
Better to smile on all that smile, and show
There is a comfortable kind of old scarecrow.
V
What youthful mother, a shape upon her lap
Honey of generation had betrayed,
And that must sleep, shriek, struggle to escape
As recollection or the drug decide,
Would think her Son, did she but see that shape
With sixty or more winters on its head,
A compensation for the pang of his birth,
Or the uncertainty of his setting forth?
VI
Plato thought nature but a spume that plays
Upon a ghostly paradigm of things;
Solider Aristotle played the taws
Upon the bottom of a king of kings;
World-famous golden-thighed Pythagoras
Fingered upon a fiddle-stick or strings
What a star sang and careless Muses heard:
Old clothes upon old sticks to scare a bird.
VII
Both nuns and mothers worship images,
But those the candles light are not as those
That animate a mother's reveries,
But keep a marble or a bronze repose.
And yet they too break hearts - O Presences
That passion, piety or affection knows,
And that all heavenly glory symbolise -
O self-born mockers of man's enterprise;
VIII
Labour is blossoming or dancing where
The body is not bruised to pleasure soul.
Nor beauty born out of its own despair,
Nor blear-eyed wisdom out of midnight oil.
O chestnut-tree, great-rooted blossomer,
Are you the leaf, the blossom or the bole?
O body swayed to music, O brightening glance,
How can we know the dancer from the dance?
I -- present times; elderly man questioning what children are learning in school
I walk through the long schoolroom questioning;
A kind old nun in a white hood replies; <-- probably a parochial school
The children learn to cipher and to sing,
To study reading-books and histories,
To cut and sew, be neat in everything
In the best modern way - the children's eyes
In momentary wonder stare upon
A sixty-year-old smiling public man. <-- with reference to Yeats
II -- olden days; child telling reader of tale that changed childish day to tragedy
I dream of a Ledaean body, bent
Above a sinking fire. a tale that she
Told of a harsh reproof, or trivial event
That changed some childish day to tragedy -
Told, and it seemed that our two natures blent
Into a sphere from youthful sympathy, <-- two people sharing grief and blending into one single being
Or else, to alter Plato's parable,
Into the yolk and white of the one shell.
*compare stanzas I and II: the comparison of olden and modern times in terms of education
III -- back in present times, speaking of woman Yeats admired
And thinking of that fit of grief or rage
I look upon one child or t'other there
And wonder if she stood so at that age-
For even daughters of the swan can share
Something of every paddler's heritage -
And had that colour upon cheek or hair,
And thereupon my heart is driven wild:
She stands before me as a living child.
IV
Her present image floats into the mind -
Did Quattrocento finger fashion it
Hollow of cheek as though it drank the wind
And took a mess of shadows for its meat?
And I though never of Ledaean kind
Had pretty plumage once - enough of that,
Better to smile on all that smile, and show
There is a comfortable kind of old scarecrow.
V
What youthful mother, a shape upon her lap
Honey of generation had betrayed,
And that must sleep, shriek, struggle to escape
As recollection or the drug decide,
Would think her Son, did she but see that shape
With sixty or more winters on its head,
A compensation for the pang of his birth,
Or the uncertainty of his setting forth?
VI
Plato thought nature but a spume that plays
Upon a ghostly paradigm of things;
Solider Aristotle played the taws
Upon the bottom of a king of kings;
World-famous golden-thighed Pythagoras
Fingered upon a fiddle-stick or strings
What a star sang and careless Muses heard:
Old clothes upon old sticks to scare a bird.
VII
Both nuns and mothers worship images,
But those the candles light are not as those
That animate a mother's reveries,
But keep a marble or a bronze repose.
And yet they too break hearts - O Presences
That passion, piety or affection knows,
And that all heavenly glory symbolise -
O self-born mockers of man's enterprise;
VIII
Labour is blossoming or dancing where
The body is not bruised to pleasure soul.
Nor beauty born out of its own despair,
Nor blear-eyed wisdom out of midnight oil.
O chestnut-tree, great-rooted blossomer,
Are you the leaf, the blossom or the bole?
O body swayed to music, O brightening glance,
How can we know the dancer from the dance?
the first sentence of the novel foreshadows Esther's progressing internal conflicts. "it was a queer, sultry summer, the summer they electrocuted the Rosenburgs, and i didn't know what i was doing in new york." the immediate references to death and insecurity set the tone for Esther's forboding crises. however, almost immediately, the reader is aware that Esther does have a future. there are references to Esther still having some of the gifts she received that summer, later on in her life. "i still have the make-up kit they gave me, fitted out for a person with brown eyes and brown hair..." the lives she sees in new york, full of wealth and conformity, make her "so jealous that she can't speak", yet she gets no joy from all the gifts, fine food, and special treatment she receives in New York. it is obvious, right from the beginning, that Esther is confused about what she wants. Esther makes two friends while in new york, the cynical society girl from the south, Doreen, and the innocent, sweet girl from the midwest. Esther wants to identify with Doreen because the latter is cynical and wise and can see through the hypocrisies of society. (compare Doreen and Esther, the outstanding characteristics)"...being with Doreen made me forget my worries. i felt wise and cynical as all hell." later, after Esther witnesses Doreen and Lenny, a man they just met in a bar, becoming more and more attracted to each other, she feels withdrawn and unattractive. Esther slips away unnoticed and walks the forty-three blocks back to the hotel. Doreen comes back later, sloppy drunk, and collapses in Esther's arms. Esther leaves her in the hall and closes her door. Esther decides that she should be loyal to Betsy; she decides that she is really innocent at heart. Esther spends her time alternating between blaming others for her own unhappiness and blaming herself for being dark and perverse.
Friday, December 12, 2003
dying
is an art, like everything else
i do it exceptionally well.
i do it so it feels like hell.
i do it so it feels real.
i guess you could say I've a call.
out of the ash
i rise with my red hair
and I eat men like air.
-sylvia plath
for milton, one of your favourite authors. i shall do it for lit. i think. hehe.
been missing you. so much. all of us here miss you. with love. always.
is an art, like everything else
i do it exceptionally well.
i do it so it feels like hell.
i do it so it feels real.
i guess you could say I've a call.
out of the ash
i rise with my red hair
and I eat men like air.
-sylvia plath
for milton, one of your favourite authors. i shall do it for lit. i think. hehe.
been missing you. so much. all of us here miss you. with love. always.
Thursday, December 11, 2003
1) Do you cry often:
yes.
2) Do you often cry in front of people or alone:
both.
3) Have your friends ever seen you cry:
yes. -pat pat-
4) Have you cried today:
do tears from yawning count?
5) Do you usually cry for a long time:
define 'long time'.
6) Do you get really red when you cry:
do you peer into the mirror when you cry?
7) Have you ever cried because you were happy:
hm. i think not.
8) Have you ever been someone's "crying shoulder"?:
sure. ask sennette. usually, i end up crying too. sheesh. 'rang ni de lei luo zai wo jian bang...'
9) Have you ever hugged someone because they were crying:
yes, all the time.
10) Have you ever had a shoulder to cry on:
i hope so.
11) Have you been hugged when you cried:
yes. i mean, that's probably the only thing people can do.
11) Do you cry during movies:
ask kenneth.
12) Do you cry while reading books:
hardly.
13) Does music make you cry:
allllllllllll the time.
14) Have you ever been called a cry baby:
yes. it's not my fault that i have active tear glands.
15) Have you ever tried to stop yourself from crying:
the lip-biting stance.
16) Have you ever cried in front of a teacher:
yes. teacher, so what?
17) Does this survey make you want to cry?:
-rolls eyes-
18) Have you ever cried over a guy/girl:
crying IS crying.
19) Do you cry when you are physically hurt:
sometimes? boo hoo.
20) Do you cry when you are scared:
crying IS crying, okay?!
21) Do you cry when you are mad: i said it already. i cry all the time.
22) Do you cry over bad grades?: oh. the only time was my o's. please. let it be the first and last time. PLEASE. PLEASE. -on knees-
23) Have you ever cried over spilled milk:
i'm not a milkmaid.
24) Can you make yourself cry:
try me.
25) When was the last time you cried:
was the movie yesterday?
26) Have you ever cried because you were sad for someone else:
think so.
27) Do you have a favorite crying quote:
no man or woman is worth your tears. the one who is won't make you cry. you were waiting for this, weren't you? such a cliche, but who cares.
28) Have you ever cried for anyone who wouldn’t cry for you:
yes. i'm afraid so.
29) Do you ever cry on anniversaries of things?:
i don't know.
30) Will you cry because this survey is over:
why did i ever start on this survey...
yes.
2) Do you often cry in front of people or alone:
both.
3) Have your friends ever seen you cry:
yes. -pat pat-
4) Have you cried today:
do tears from yawning count?
5) Do you usually cry for a long time:
define 'long time'.
6) Do you get really red when you cry:
do you peer into the mirror when you cry?
7) Have you ever cried because you were happy:
hm. i think not.
8) Have you ever been someone's "crying shoulder"?:
sure. ask sennette. usually, i end up crying too. sheesh. 'rang ni de lei luo zai wo jian bang...'
9) Have you ever hugged someone because they were crying:
yes, all the time.
10) Have you ever had a shoulder to cry on:
i hope so.
11) Have you been hugged when you cried:
yes. i mean, that's probably the only thing people can do.
11) Do you cry during movies:
ask kenneth.
12) Do you cry while reading books:
hardly.
13) Does music make you cry:
allllllllllll the time.
14) Have you ever been called a cry baby:
yes. it's not my fault that i have active tear glands.
15) Have you ever tried to stop yourself from crying:
the lip-biting stance.
16) Have you ever cried in front of a teacher:
yes. teacher, so what?
17) Does this survey make you want to cry?:
-rolls eyes-
18) Have you ever cried over a guy/girl:
crying IS crying.
19) Do you cry when you are physically hurt:
sometimes? boo hoo.
20) Do you cry when you are scared:
crying IS crying, okay?!
21) Do you cry when you are mad: i said it already. i cry all the time.
22) Do you cry over bad grades?: oh. the only time was my o's. please. let it be the first and last time. PLEASE. PLEASE. -on knees-
23) Have you ever cried over spilled milk:
i'm not a milkmaid.
24) Can you make yourself cry:
try me.
25) When was the last time you cried:
was the movie yesterday?
26) Have you ever cried because you were sad for someone else:
think so.
27) Do you have a favorite crying quote:
no man or woman is worth your tears. the one who is won't make you cry. you were waiting for this, weren't you? such a cliche, but who cares.
28) Have you ever cried for anyone who wouldn’t cry for you:
yes. i'm afraid so.
29) Do you ever cry on anniversaries of things?:
i don't know.
30) Will you cry because this survey is over:
why did i ever start on this survey...
britney spears - my only wish
Last night I took a walk in the snow.
Couples holding hands, places to go
Seems like everyone but me is in love.
Santa can you hear me
I signed my letter that I sealed with a kiss
I sent it off
It just said this
I know exactly what I want this year.
Santa can you hear me.
I want my baby
I want someone to love me someone to hold me.
Maybe he'll be all I hope in a big red bow
Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year and all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I want, just for me underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here.
Santa that's my only wish this year.
oohhh ohh yeah
Christmas Eve I just can't sleep
Would I be wrong for taking a peek?
Cause I heard that your coming to town
Santa can you hear me?
Really hope that your on your way
With something special for me in your sleigh
Ohh please make my wish come true
Santa can you hear me
I want my baby
I want someone to love me someone to hold me
Maybe theyll be all the love under the mistletoe
Santa can you hear me
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I wabt just for me
Underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here santa thats my only wish this year
I hope my letter reaches you in time
Bring me love can call all mine
'cause I have been so good this year.
Can't be long under the mistletoe
He's all want and a big red bow
Santa can you hear me
I have been so good this year
And all i want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want. just for me
Underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here (ohh yeah) santa thats my only wish this year
Oh santa can u hear me? oh santa
Well he's all I want just for me underneath my Christmas tree
Oh I'll be waiting here
Santa thats my only wish this year.
Last night I took a walk in the snow.
Couples holding hands, places to go
Seems like everyone but me is in love.
Santa can you hear me
I signed my letter that I sealed with a kiss
I sent it off
It just said this
I know exactly what I want this year.
Santa can you hear me.
I want my baby
I want someone to love me someone to hold me.
Maybe he'll be all I hope in a big red bow
Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year and all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I want, just for me underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here.
Santa that's my only wish this year.
oohhh ohh yeah
Christmas Eve I just can't sleep
Would I be wrong for taking a peek?
Cause I heard that your coming to town
Santa can you hear me?
Really hope that your on your way
With something special for me in your sleigh
Ohh please make my wish come true
Santa can you hear me
I want my baby
I want someone to love me someone to hold me
Maybe theyll be all the love under the mistletoe
Santa can you hear me
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I wabt just for me
Underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here santa thats my only wish this year
I hope my letter reaches you in time
Bring me love can call all mine
'cause I have been so good this year.
Can't be long under the mistletoe
He's all want and a big red bow
Santa can you hear me
I have been so good this year
And all i want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want. just for me
Underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here (ohh yeah) santa thats my only wish this year
Oh santa can u hear me? oh santa
Well he's all I want just for me underneath my Christmas tree
Oh I'll be waiting here
Santa thats my only wish this year.
Limp Bizkit - Behind Blue Eyes
From the album "Results May Vary"
No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
No one knows what it's like
To be hated
To be fated
To telling only lies
But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
No one knows what it's like
To feel these feelings
Like I do
And I blame you
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through
But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
Discover... L-I-M-P
No one knows what it's like
To be mistreated
To be defeated
behind blue eyes
and no one knows how to say that theyre sorry
and dont worry
i'm not telling lies
but my dreams
they arent as empty
as my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
my love is vengence
that's never free
No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
From the album "Results May Vary"
No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
No one knows what it's like
To be hated
To be fated
To telling only lies
But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
No one knows what it's like
To feel these feelings
Like I do
And I blame you
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through
But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
Discover... L-I-M-P
No one knows what it's like
To be mistreated
To be defeated
behind blue eyes
and no one knows how to say that theyre sorry
and dont worry
i'm not telling lies
but my dreams
they arent as empty
as my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
my love is vengence
that's never free
No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
| What will your Funeral be like? by rashock | |
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1)What is your Original name?
- lynnette
2)What is your birthdate?
- 4 october 1986
3)What are your Ambitions/goals?
- be a princess with lots of suitors and money
4)What food makes you drool?
- basically, food.
5)How do you feel towards Cartoons?
- which ones?
6)What type of Movies do you go for?
- romance, horror, tearjerkers and those that make you go, 'aww...'
7)Hows your Eyesight?
- specs, where are my specs?!
8)What are your favorite scents?
- oceanus
9)Flower?
- sunflowers, african daisies, flowers!
10)What Games do you like playing?
- mind games? or is it hopscotch?
11)What Sports are you interested in?
- is talking a sport?
12)Brands?
- eh?
13)Who facinates you?
- look, that guy! oh my gawd!!! -mouth agape-
14)Whats your Religion?
- moneyist.
15)At the moment, any Crush?
- my four4 hunks.
16)What do you look for in the opp sex?
- personality. fun. you know, it's the feeling.
17)Do you believe in Love?
- yes.
18)Whats your Style?
- of?
19)Do you Club?
- you mean babysitters' club? or the losers' club? -sigh-
20)Is there anything weird about you?
- try asking, 'what's not weird about you?'
21)Do you do housework at home?
- ...
22)What is your favorite Season?
- autumn, summer, winter, spring
23)What countries have u been to?
- is hell a country?
24)When was the last time you cry in public?
- define public. does the cinema count?
25)When was the last time u fall?
- in love? -blush-
26)Which country would u go for a Honeymoon?
- erms. takes out list and reads...'japan, europe, pasir ris, east coast...'
27)What is your favorite mode of transport?
- anything that is air-conditioned.
28)Do you go for checks/stripes/dots?
- yes. all.
29)Any private fantasy?
- hmm...
30)Hows your sex life?
- way to go!
31)What is your favorite sex position?
- try, 'what are your favourite sex positions?'
32)What is your bust size (if you are a girl),
penis length (if you are a boy)?
- argh! it's embarrassing!
33)last question, what are your thoughts now?
- i don't know. i can't think.
- lynnette
2)What is your birthdate?
- 4 october 1986
3)What are your Ambitions/goals?
- be a princess with lots of suitors and money
4)What food makes you drool?
- basically, food.
5)How do you feel towards Cartoons?
- which ones?
6)What type of Movies do you go for?
- romance, horror, tearjerkers and those that make you go, 'aww...'
7)Hows your Eyesight?
- specs, where are my specs?!
8)What are your favorite scents?
- oceanus
9)Flower?
- sunflowers, african daisies, flowers!
10)What Games do you like playing?
- mind games? or is it hopscotch?
11)What Sports are you interested in?
- is talking a sport?
12)Brands?
- eh?
13)Who facinates you?
- look, that guy! oh my gawd!!! -mouth agape-
14)Whats your Religion?
- moneyist.
15)At the moment, any Crush?
- my four4 hunks.
16)What do you look for in the opp sex?
- personality. fun. you know, it's the feeling.
17)Do you believe in Love?
- yes.
18)Whats your Style?
- of?
19)Do you Club?
- you mean babysitters' club? or the losers' club? -sigh-
20)Is there anything weird about you?
- try asking, 'what's not weird about you?'
21)Do you do housework at home?
- ...
22)What is your favorite Season?
- autumn, summer, winter, spring
23)What countries have u been to?
- is hell a country?
24)When was the last time you cry in public?
- define public. does the cinema count?
25)When was the last time u fall?
- in love? -blush-
26)Which country would u go for a Honeymoon?
- erms. takes out list and reads...'japan, europe, pasir ris, east coast...'
27)What is your favorite mode of transport?
- anything that is air-conditioned.
28)Do you go for checks/stripes/dots?
- yes. all.
29)Any private fantasy?
- hmm...
30)Hows your sex life?
- way to go!
31)What is your favorite sex position?
- try, 'what are your favourite sex positions?'
32)What is your bust size (if you are a girl),
penis length (if you are a boy)?
- argh! it's embarrassing!
33)last question, what are your thoughts now?
- i don't know. i can't think.
the sleepover was fun, fun and fun. the company really counts. and yes, after that night of monopoly and craziness, we continued with rounds of mad and monopoly (again!;) at angel's place. infatuated with that game? maybe. haha. love you guys lots. angeline, jiayu, rueyhwan, sennette, thanks for being in my life. and you guys too! yes, YOU! =)
good night, the-boyfriend-with-ever-so-attractive-buddies. i wonder how you'd get home at 2am. well, it was rather surprising to receive your call. =) i wasn't prepared to say muhc, not even 'take care'. haha. and yes, it's been long since we caught a movie, until today. missed you. take a rest tomorrow before training. =) puckers.
p.s. anyone intending to get fish leong's the power of love songs? get it. it's good, good.
good night, the-boyfriend-with-ever-so-attractive-buddies. i wonder how you'd get home at 2am. well, it was rather surprising to receive your call. =) i wasn't prepared to say muhc, not even 'take care'. haha. and yes, it's been long since we caught a movie, until today. missed you. take a rest tomorrow before training. =) puckers.
p.s. anyone intending to get fish leong's the power of love songs? get it. it's good, good.
Friday, December 05, 2003
"I loved you in the morning, our kisses deep and warm,
your hair upon the pillow like a sleepy golden storm,
yes many loved before us, I know that we are not new,
in city and in forest they smiled like me and you,
but let's not talk of love or chains and things we can't untie,
your eyes are soft with sorrow,
Hey, that's no way to say goodbye."
Leonard Cohen : Hey, that's no way to say goodbye
your hair upon the pillow like a sleepy golden storm,
yes many loved before us, I know that we are not new,
in city and in forest they smiled like me and you,
but let's not talk of love or chains and things we can't untie,
your eyes are soft with sorrow,
Hey, that's no way to say goodbye."
Leonard Cohen : Hey, that's no way to say goodbye
Thursday, December 04, 2003
Exhibitionist
The ULTIMATE personality test
brought to you by Quizilla
the last time i did this i was a histrionic. now an exhibitionist. hahaha. it shows, doesn't it?
Tuesday, December 02, 2003
something from an email...
When someone is in your life for a REASON. . .
It is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a
difficulty, to provide you with guidance and
support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or
spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and
they are! They are there for the reason you need
them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing
on your part, or at an inconvenient time, this
person will say or do something to bring the
relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a
stand. What we must realize is that our need has
been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is
done. The prayer you sent up has been answered.
And now it is time to move on.
When someone is in your life for a REASON. . .
It is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a
difficulty, to provide you with guidance and
support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or
spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and
they are! They are there for the reason you need
them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing
on your part, or at an inconvenient time, this
person will say or do something to bring the
relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a
stand. What we must realize is that our need has
been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is
done. The prayer you sent up has been answered.
And now it is time to move on.
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